Chapter 61
"I don't think it will fail," she said, looking at the flas.h.i.+ng sea. A curious tingling sensation of fright had seized her--something entirely unknown to her heretofore. She spoke again because frightened; the heavy, hard pulse in breast and throat played tricks with her voice and she swallowed and attempted to steady it: "I--if--if I ever forget, you will know it as soon as I do--"
Her throat seemed to close in a quick, unsteady breath; she halted, both small hands clinched:
"_Don't_ talk this way!" she said, exasperated under a rush of sensations utterly incomprehensible--stinging, confused emotions that beat chaotic time to the clamour of her pulses. "Why d-do you speak of such things?" she repeated with a fierce little indrawn breath--"why do you?--when you know--when I said--explained everything?" She looked at him fearfully: "You are somehow spoiling our friends.h.i.+p," she said; "and I don't exactly know how you are doing it, but something of the comfort of it is being taken away from me--and don't! don't! don't do it!"
She covered her eyes with her clinched hands, stood a moment, motionless; then her arms dropped, and she turned sharply with a gesture which left him standing there and walked rapidly across the beach to the pavilion.
After a little while he followed, pursuing his way very leisurely to his own quarters. Half an hour later when she emerged with her maid, Selwyn was not waiting for her as usual; and, scarcely understanding that she was finding an excuse for lingering, she stood for ten minutes on the step of the Orchils' touring-car, talking to Gladys about the lantern fete and dance to be given that night at Hitherwood House.
Evidently Selwyn had already gone home. Gerald came lagging up with Sheila Minster; but his sister did not ask him whether Selwyn had gone.
Yesterday she would have done so; but to-day had brought to her the strangest sensation of her young life--a sudden and overpowering fear of a friend; and yet, strangest of all, the very friend she feared she was waiting for--contriving to find excuses to wait for. Surely he could not have finished dressing and have gone. He had never before done that. Why did he not come? It was late; people were leaving the pavilion; victorias and beach-phaetons were trundling off loaded to the water-line with fat dowagers; gay groups pa.s.sed, hailing her or waving adieux; Drina drove up in her village-cart, calling out: "Are you coming, Eileen, or are you going to walk over? Hurry up! I'm hungry."
"I'll go with you," she said, nodding adieu to Gladys; and she swung off the step and crossed the sh.e.l.l road.
"Jump in," urged the child; "I'm in a dreadful hurry, and Odin can't trot very fast."
"I'd prefer to drive slowly," said Miss Erroll in a colourless voice; and seated herself in the village-cart.
"Why must I drive slowly?" demanded the child. "I'm hungry; besides, I haven't seen Boots this morning. I don't want to drive slowly; must I?"
"Which
"Both--I don't know. What a silly question. Boots of course! But I'm starving, too."
"Boots? Of course?"
"Certainly. He always comes first--just like Captain Selwyn with you."
"Like Captain Selwyn with me," she repeated absently; "certainly; Captain Selwyn should be first, everything else second. But how did you find out that, Drina?"
"Why, anybody can see that," said the child contemptuously; "you are as fast friends with Uncle Philip as I am with Boots. And why you don't marry him I can't see--unless you're not old enough. Are you?"
"Yes.... I am old enough, dear."
"Then why don't you? If I was old enough to marry Boots I'd do it. Why don't you?"
"I don't know," said Miss Erroll, as though speaking to herself.
Drina glanced at her, then flourished her be-ribboned whip, which whistling threat had no perceptible effect on the fat, red, Norwegian pony.
"I'll tell you what," said the child, "if you don't ask Uncle Philip pretty soon somebody will ask him first, and you'll be too late. As soon as I saw Boots I knew that I wanted him for myself, and I told him so.
He said he was very glad I had spoken, because he was expecting a proposal by wireless from the young Sultana-elect of Leyte. Now," added the child with satisfaction, "she can't have him. It's better to be in time, you see."
Eileen nodded: "Yes, it is better to be in plenty of time. You can't tell what Sultana may forestall you."
"So you'll tell him, won't you?" inquired Drina with business-like briskness.
Miss Erroll looked absently at her: "Tell who what?"
"Uncle Philip--that you're going to marry him when you're old enough."
"Yes--when I'm old enough--I'll tell him, Drina."
"Oh, no; I mean you'll marry him when you're old enough, but you'd better tell him right away."
"I see; I'd better speak immediately. Thank you, dear, for suggesting it."
"You're quite welcome," said the child seriously; "and I hope you'll be as happy as I am."
"I hope so," said Eileen as the pony-cart drew up by the veranda and a groom took the pony's head.
Luncheon being the children's hour, Miss Erroll's silence remained unnoticed in the jolly uproar; besides, Gerald and Boots were discussing the huge house-party, lantern fete, and dance which the Orchils were giving that night for the younger sets; and Selwyn, too, seemed to take unusual interest in the discussion, though Eileen's part in the conference was limited to an occasional nod or monosyllable.
Drina was wild to go and furious at not having been asked, but when Boots offered to stay home, she resolutely refused to accept the sacrifice.
"No," she said; "they are pigs not to ask girls of my age, but you may go, Boots, and I'll promise not to be unhappy." And she leaned over and added in a whisper to Eileen: "You see how sensible it is to make arrangements beforehand! Because somebody, grown-up, might take him away at this very party. That's the reason why it is best to speak promptly.
Please pa.s.s me another peach, Eileen."
"What are you two children whispering about?" inquired Selwyn, glancing at Eileen.
"Oho!" exclaimed Drina; "you may know before long! May he not, Eileen?
It's about you," she said; "something splendid that somebody is going to do to you! Isn't it, Eileen?"
Miss Erroll looked smilingly at Selwyn, a gay jest on her lips; but the sudden clamour of pulses in her throat closed her lips, cutting the phrase in two, and the same strange fright seized her--an utterly unreasoning fear of him.
At the same moment Mrs. Gerard gave the rising signal, and Selwyn was swept away in the rus.h.i.+ng herd of children, out on to the veranda, where for a while he smoked and drew pictures for the younger Gerards. Later, some of the children were packed off for a nap; Billy with his a.s.sorted puppies went away with Drina and Boots, ever hopeful of a fox or rabbit; Nina Gerard curled herself up in a hammock, and Selwyn seated himself beside her, an uncut magazine on his knees. Eileen had disappeared.
For a while Nina swung there in silence, her pretty eyes fixed on her brother. He had nearly finished cutting the leaves of the magazine before she spoke, mentioning the fact of Rosamund Fane's arrival at the Minsters' house, Brookminster.
The slightest frown gathered and pa.s.sed from her brother's sun-bronzed forehead, but he made no comment.
"Mr. Neergard is a guest, too," she observed.
"What?" exclaimed Selwyn, in disgust.
"Yes; he came ash.o.r.e with the Fanes."
Selwyn flushed a little but went on cutting the pages of the magazine.
When he had finished he flattened the pages between both covers, and said, without raising his eyes:
"I'm sorry that crowd is to be in evidence."
"They always are and always will be," smiled his sister.
He looked up at her: "Do you mean that anybody _else_ is a guest at Brookminster?"
"Yes, Phil."
"Alixe?"