Chapter 22
It was not Bessy. A servant entered the room with a telegraphic despatch. "The man is waiting, sir," he said, holding out the paper for signature to his master.
Thomas G.o.dolphin affixed his signature, and took up the despatch. It came from Scotland. Janet laid her hand upon it ere it was open: her face looked ghastly pale. "A moment of preparation!" she said. "Thomas, it may have brought us tidings that we have no longer a father."
"Nay, Janet, do not antic.i.p.ate evil," he answered, though his memory flew unaccountably to that ugly Shadow, and to what he had deemed would be Janet's conclusions respecting it. "It may not be ill news at all."
He glanced his eye rapidly and privately over it, while Cecil came and stood near him with a stifled sob. Then he held it out to Janet, reading it aloud at the same time.
"'Lady G.o.dolphin to Thomas G.o.dolphin, Esquire.
"'Come at once to Broomhead. Sir George wishes it. Take the first train.'"
"He is not dead, at any rate, Janet," said Thomas quietly. "Thank Heaven."
Janet, her extreme fears relieved, took refuge in displeasure. "What does Lady G.o.dolphin mean, by sending so vague a message as that?" she uttered. "Is Sir George worse? Is he ill? Is he in danger? Or has the summons no reference at all to his state of health?"
Thomas had taken it into his hand again, and was studying the words: as we are all apt to do in uncertainty. He could make no more out of them.
"Lady G.o.dolphin should have been more explicit," he resumed.
"Lady G.o.dolphin has no _right_ thus to play upon our fears, our suspense," said Janet. "Thomas, I have a great mind to start this very night for Scotland."
"As you please, of course, Janet. It is a long and fatiguing journey for a winter's night."
"And I object to being a guest at Broomhead, unless driven to it, you might add," rejoined Janet. "But our father may be dying."
"I should think not, Janet. Lady G.o.dolphin would certainly have said so.
Margery, too, would have taken care that those tidings should be sent to us."
The suggestion rea.s.sured Miss G.o.dolphin. She had not thought of it.
Margery, devoted to the interests of Sir George and his children (somewhat in contravention to the interests of my lady), would undoubtedly have apprised them were Sir George in danger. "What shall you do?" inquired Janet of her brother.
"I shall do as the despatch desires me--take the first train. That will be at midnight," he added, as he prepared to pay a visit to Lady Sarah's.
Grame House, as you may remember, was situated at the opposite end of the town to Ashlydyat, past All Souls' Church. As Thomas G.o.dolphin walked briskly along, he saw Mr. Hastings leaning over the Rectory gate, the dark trees shading him from the light of the moon.
"You are going this way late," said the Rector.
"It is late for a visit to Lady Sarah's. But I wish
"I have now come from thence," returned Mr. Hastings.
"Sarah Anne grows weaker, I hear."
"Ay. I have been praying over her."
Thomas G.o.dolphin felt shocked. "Is she so near death as that?" he asked, in a hushed tone.
"So near death as that!" repeated the clergyman in an accent of reproof.
"I did not expect to hear a like remark from Mr. G.o.dolphin. My good friend, is it only when death is near that we are to pray?"
"It is chiefly when death is near that prayers are said _over us_,"
replied Thomas G.o.dolphin.
"True--for those who have not known when and how to pray for themselves.
Look at that girl: pa.s.sing away from amongst us, with all her worldly thoughts, her selfish habits, her evil, peevish temper! But that G.o.d's ways are not as our ways, we might be tempted to question why such as these are removed; such as Ethel left. The one child as near akin to an angel as it is well possible to be, here; the other---- In our blind judgment, we may wonder that she, most ripe for heaven, should not be taken to it, and that other one left, to be pruned and dug around; to have, in short, a chance given her of making herself better."
"Is she so very ill?"
"I think her so; as does Snow. It was what he said that sent me up there. Her frame of mind is not a desirable one: and I have been trying to do my part. I shall be with her again to-morrow."
"Have you any message for your daughter?" asked Thomas G.o.dolphin. "I start in two hours' time for Scotland." And then, he explained why: telling of their uncertainty.
"When shall you be coming back again?" inquired Mr. Hastings.
"Within a week. Unless my father's state should forbid it. I may be wis.h.i.+ng to take a holiday at Christmas time, or thereabouts, so shall not stay away now. George is absent, too."
"Staying at Broomhead?"
"No; he is not at Broomhead now."
"Will you take charge of Maria? We want her home."
"If you wish it, I will. But I should think they would all be returning very shortly. Christmas is intended to be spent here."
"You may depend upon it, Christmas will not see Lady G.o.dolphin at Prior's Ash, unless the fever shall have departed to spend its Christmas in some other place," cried the Rector.
"Well, I shall hear their plans when I get there."
"Bring back Maria with you, Mr. G.o.dolphin. Tell her it is my wish.
Unless you find that there's a prospect of her speedy return with Lady G.o.dolphin. In that case, you may leave her."
"Very well," replied Thomas G.o.dolphin.
He continued his way, and Mr. Hastings looked after him in the bright moonlight, till his form disappeared in the shadows cast by the roadside trees.
It was striking ten as Thomas G.o.dolphin opened the iron gates at Lady Sarah Grame's: the heavy clock-bell of All Souls' came sounding upon his ear in the stillness of the night. The house, all except from one window, looked dark: even the hall-lamp was out, and he feared they might all have retired. From that window a dull light shone behind the blind: a stationary light it had been of late, to be seen by any nocturnal wayfarer all night long; for it came from the sick-chamber.
Elizabeth opened the door. "Oh, sir!" she exclaimed in the surprise of seeing him so late, "I think Miss Ethel has gone up to bed."
Lady Sarah came hastening down the stairs as he stepped into the hall: she also was surprised at the late visit.
"I would not have disturbed you, but that I am about to leave for Broomhead," he explained. "A telegraphic despatch has arrived from Lady G.o.dolphin, calling me thither. I should like to see Ethel, if not inconvenient to her. I know not how long I may be away."
"I sent Ethel to bed: her head ached," said Lady Sarah. "It is not many minutes since she went up. Oh, Mr. G.o.dolphin, this has been such a day of grief! heads and hearts alike aching."
Thomas G.o.dolphin entered the drawing-room, and Lady Sarah Grame called Ethel down, and then returned to her sick daughter's room. Ethel came instantly. The fire in the drawing-room was still alight, and Elizabeth had been in to stir it up. Thomas G.o.dolphin stood over it with Ethel, telling her of his coming journey and its cause. The red embers threw a glow upon her face: her brow looked heavy, her eyes swollen.
He saw the signs, and laid his hand fondly upon her head. "What has given you this headache, Ethel?"