Chapter 20
Jhummi's heart clenched in pain, as he was asking for being friends. Don't he know that what happened between them? How could he behave like nothing happened, as he is trying to be genuine, Jhummi wants to slap her for being cool like this."No, we can't be friends, I don't want to be with you, now let me go", said Jhummi and she took the way towards the outdoor.
As Jhummi took her first step and turned her head, quickly Ayan grabbed her hand and pulled her to his stone-like chest. Every time when he touches her like this, her body reacts in different ways. Her heart starts beating fast, her stomach feels thousands of b.u.t.terflies, her legs start quivering and she feels like she can't control this restlessness anymore. As he was making her look at him, she hugged him tightly, she is feeling so shy, she can't look into his eyes. He felt current in his whole body, as she hugged him willingly, he was feeling like he was flying high in the blue sky. He grabbed her hand and made her look up, there was a blush on her face, she couldn't stop smiling.
" Why you always try to run away from me huh",?? I am not gonna eat you, you are safe with me, don't worry, said Ayan and laughed."I am no mood in joking, leave my hand right now otherwise, she stopped saying this." Otherwise, what you'll do baby, say I am waiting, finish your sentence, said Ayan in a more teasing tone.
"Come on, I wanna see what you can do huh, you can do nothing baby", said Ayan in a challenging tone. Jhummi took a deep breath, she just can't let him control her. She calmed herself down and decided that
"What the h.e.l.l you think you are doing Jhummi", said Ayan in a trembling tone." I am doing what you were thinking I can't do, said Jhummi getting closer to him. He was trying to catch his breath, the first time his heart was beating so fast, and he was feeling nervous and restless.
As Jhummi was trying to making him s.h.i.+ver, she went close to his face, and she was feeling his hot breaths on her face, as he was trying to say something, she placed her lips on his. He was so shocked by her actions, his body become rigid due to shock, he couldn't believe that Jhummi could ever kiss him willingly. As she kissed him willingly, she tried to kiss her back, but as he tried she instantly took a step back. She made a distance from him. He was again shocked due to her actions.
"What the h.e.l.l do you want, and why the h.e.l.l you did this", asked Ayan in a furious tone." Nothing I am just doing, what you were doing", said Jhummi with blank eyes.
"Look Jhummi, don't try to be over smart in front of me, this is what you are doing is not right, you can't do that", said Ayan in angry tone.
"Why??? Is it because you are a boy and I am a girl, you can do anything but I can't because I am a girl, said Jhummi.
Its nothing like what you are thinking, it's all nonsense what you are talking Jhummi, I was just trying to be genuine with you, why can't you be normal with me, I am just asking you to be my friend, but no, you are showing me your att.i.tude.
Actually I wanted to ask you from so long, "what's your problem with me since we met, you are showing me your so so-called att.i.tude, huh, I never did anything wrong with you, I was just being nice all the time, and do you remember when you slapped me for no reason, that was the first time when a girl raised a hand on me in that way, otherwise, you know very well, hows girls behave with me all the time.
"And today, of course, you kiss me, willingly, I didn't force you, in fact, I never force you, actually what I think is you are also from my fangirls who could die for my kiss, as you know me who I am right, I think I kissed thousands of girls, and they kissed me by their will, I never force anyone, you are not special any of them, and what makes you special then them huh, you all are same", said Ayan with blank eyes.
Ayan didn't realize he was talking s.h.i.+t and she was so hurt by his words, how could he say her all this nonsense, He knows very well that she was different from every girl, he knows that she is the most unique girl in the world. But its too late now for his realization, he already hurt her.
When he saw in her eyes, he could see a tear of his hurt and her insult. Jhummi never felt this helplessness in her life, where her heart is clenching in pain but the guy doesn't worth it at all, she is regretting liking a guy who don't deserve her, in fact, he don't deserve any girl she thought in her mind, without thinking twice, she freed herself from his side and took steps back and slapped him.