Chapter 44
We tried to go shopping for our date but turns out the malls nothing but ashes and gla.s.s right now. The only reason I wanted to go was to return that dress...I don't want it anymore it's been tainted somehow and it just looks like a pile of deformed spirals drawn with a black crayon. I know what it looked like before so I know what others will see when they look at it. But I don't see that anymore I see what it's been replaced with by my brain.
we went to a aquarium which honestly surprised me I didn't even know there was a aquarium here and I'd lived around here for about a year and maybe a half now. It wasn't wrecked by the purge thing which was a plus. When we walked in he made a face I hadn't seen before but then kinda went serious when I got his attention maybe he was expecting me to scold him? Why'd I do that on a date is beyond me maybe the girls before me had and he'd gotten worried over some past mistakes.
*Dante makes a face like he's kinda ashamed and worried at the same time*
(s.h.i.+t this isn't at all like it looks in the movies there's family's everywhere and kids running around, c.r.a.p what if she thinks I'm insulting her by taking her here because that age gap. Oh G.o.d what if we fight I don't wanna fight we've never been in a fight.)
"Babe?"
She looked up at me and I went serious thinking she'd call me out for my f.u.c.k up.
"Yeah..."
lily "wanna watch the dolphins?"
(Oh thank G.o.d shes not mad)
"yeah sure"
we watched the dolphins lily was thinking to herself dam I wish I knew how to swim so I could purposely jump in and annoy the people making the dolphins do tricks. The two walked around for a bit on their date doing typical couple stuff.
[this was a little shorter then usual sorry I couldn't think of a cuter date]