Chapter 48
"So we had, commandant," said the governor, bowing politely, "and a very pleasant fellow he was; but he only stopped one night here."
"A single night, I remember it well," grunted out a thick-lipped, rosy-faced little fellow near the bottom of the table. "You 'll meet him soon, governor; he 's at Toulon. Pray, present my respects--"
"A fine! a fine!" shouted a dozen voices in a breath.
"I deny it, I deny it," replied the rosy-faced man, rising from his chair. "I appeal to the governor if I am not innocent. I ask him if there were anything which could possibly offend his feelings in my allusion to Toulon, whither for the benefit of his precious health he is about to repair."
"Yes," replied the governor, solemnly, "you are fined three francs. I always preferred Brest; Toulon is not to my taste."
"Pay! pay!" cried out the others; while a pewter dish, on which some twenty pieces of money were lying, was pa.s.sed down the table.
"And to resume," said the governor, turning towards me, "the secretary will wait on you after breakfast to receive the fees of initiation, and such information as you desire to afford him for your coming amongst us, both being perfectly discretionary with you. He who desires the privilege of our amicable reunion soon learns the conditions on which to obtain it. The enjoyments of our existence here are cheap at any price.
Le Pere d'Oligny, yonder, will tell you life is short,--very few here are likely to dispute the a.s.sertion, and perhaps the Abb, Thomas may give you a strong hint how to make the best of it."
"_Parbleu_, governor I you forget the Abb, left us this morning."
"True, true; how my memory is failing me! The dear Abb, did leave us, sure enough."
"Where for?" said I, in a whisper.
"La Plaine de Grenelle," said the person beside me, in a low tone. "He was guillotined at five o'clock."
A sick shudder ran through me; and though the governor continued his oration, I heard not a word he spoke, nor could I arouse myself from the stupor until the cheers of the party, at the conclusion of the harangue, awoke me.
"The morning looks fine enough for a walk," said the man beside me.
"What say you to the gardens?"
I followed him without speaking across the court and down a flight of stone steps into a large open s.p.a.ce, planted tastefully with trees, and adorned by a beautiful fountain. Various walks and alleys traversed the garden in every direction, along which parties were to be seen walking,--some laughing, some reading aloud the morning papers; but all engaged, and, to all seeming, pleasantly. Yet did their reckless indifference to life, their horrible carelessness of each other's fate, seem to me far more dreadful than any expression of sorrow, however painful; and I shrank from them as though the contamination of their society might impart that terrible state of unfeeling apathy they were given up to. Even guilt itself had seemed less repulsive than this shocking and unnatural recklessness.
Pondering thus, I hurried from the crowded path, and sought a lonely, unfrequented walk which led along the wall of the garden. I had not proceeded far when the low but solemn notes of church music struck on my ear. I hastened forward, and soon perceived, through the branches of a beech hedge, a party of some sixteen or eighteen persons kneeling on the gra.s.s, their hands lifted as if in prayer, while they joined in a psalm tune,--one of those simple but touching airs which the peasantry of the South are so attached to. Their oval faces bronzed with the sun; their long, flowing hair, divided on the head and falling loose on either shoulder; their dark eyes and long lashes,--bespoke them all from that land of Bourbon loyalty, La Vendue, even had not their yellow jackets, covered with b.u.t.tons along the sleeves, and their loose hose, evinced their nationality. Many of the countenances I now remembered to have seen the preceding night; but some were careworn and emaciated, as if from long imprisonment.
I cannot tell how the simple piety of these poor peasants touched me, contrasted, too, with the horrible indifference of the others. As I approached them, I was recognized; and whether supposing that I was a well wisher to their cause, or attracted merely by the tie of common misfortune, they saluted me respectfully, and seemed glad to see me.
While two or three of those I had seen before moved forward to speak to me, I remarked that a low, swarthy man, with a scar across his upper lip, examined me with marked attention, and then whispered something to the rest. At first he seemed to pay little respect to whatever they said,--an incredulous shake of the head, or an impatient motion of the hand, replying to their observations. Gradually, however, he relaxed in this, and I could see that his stern features a.s.sumed a look of kinder meaning. "So, friend," said he, holding out his tanned and powerful hand towards me, "it was thou saved our chief from being
"You must not thank me," said I, smiling; "the service I rendered was one instigated by friends.h.i.+p only. I know not your plans; I never knew them. The epaulette I wear I never was false to."
A murmur of dissatisfaction ran along the party, and I could mark that in the words they interchanged, feelings of surprise were mingled with displeasure. At last, the short man, commanding silence with a slight motion of the hand, said,--
"I am sorry for it,--your courage merited a better cause; however, the avowal was at least an honest one. And now, tell us, why came you here?"
"For the very reason I 've mentioned. My presence at the chteau last night, and my discovery during the attack, were enough to impute guilt.
How can I clear myself, without criminating those I would not name?"
"That matters but little. Doubtless, you have powerful friends,--rich ones, perhaps, and in office; they will bear you harmless."
"Alas! you are wrong. I have not in all the length and breadth of France one who, if a word would save me from the scaffold, would care to speak it. I am a stranger and an alien."
"Hal" said a fair-haired, handsome youth, starting from the gra.s.s where he had been sitting, "what would I not give now, if your lot was mine.
They 'd not make my heart tremble if I could forget the cabin I was born in."
"Hush, Philippe!" said the other, "the weapon is not in their armory to make a Vendean tremble--But, hark! there is the drum for the inspection.
You must present yourself each day at noon, at the low postern yonder, and write your name; and mark me, before we part, it cannot serve us, it may ruin you, if we are seen to speak together. Trust no one here' Those whom you see yonder are half of them _moutons_."
"How?" said I, not understanding the phrase.
"Ay, it was a prison word I used," resumed he. "I would say they are but spies of the police, who, as if confined for their offences, are only here to obtain confessions from unguarded, unsuspecting prisoners. Their frankness and sincerity are snares that have led many to the guillotine: beware of them. You dare not carry your gla.s.s to your lip, but the murmured toast might be your condemnation. Adieu!" said he; and as he spoke he turned away and left the place, followed by the rest.
The disgust I felt at first for the others was certainly not lessened by learning that their guilt was stained by treachery the blackest that can disgrace humanity; and now, as I walked among them, it was with a sense of shrinking horror I recoiled from the very touch of the wretches whose smiles were but lures to the scaffold.
"Ha! our lost and strayed friend," said one, as I appeared, "come hither and make a clean breast of it. What amiable weaknesses have introduced you to the Temple?"
"In truth," said I, endeavoring to conceal my knowledge of my acquaintances' real character, "I cannot even guess, nor do I believe that any one else is wiser than myself."
"_Parbleu!_, young gentleman," said the Abb, as he spied me impertinently through his gla.s.s, "you are excessively old-fas.h.i.+oned for your years. Don't you know that spotless innocence went out with the Bourbons? Every one since that dies in the glorious a.s.sertion of his peculiar wickedness, with certain extenuating circ.u.mstances which he calls human nature."
"And now, then," resumed the first speaker, "for your mishap,--what was it?"
"I should only deceive you were I to give any other answer than my first. Mere suspicion there may be against me; there can be no more."
"Well, well, let us have the suspicions. The 'Moniteur' is late this morning, and we have nothing to amuse us."
"Who are you?" cried another, a tall, insolent-looking fellow, with a dark mustache. "That 's the first question. I've seen a _mouton_ in a hussar dress before now."
"I am too late a resident here," answered I, "to guess how far insolence goes unpunished; but if I were outside these walls, and you also, I 'd teach you a lesson you have yet to learn, sir."
"_Parbleu!_" said one of the former speakers, "Jacques, he has you there, though it was no great sharpness to see you were a _blane-bec_."
The tall fellow moved away, muttering to himself, as a hearty laugh broke forth among the rest.
"And now," said the Abb, with a simper, "pardon the liberty; but have you had any trifling inducement for coming to pa.s.s a few days here? Were you making love to Madame la Consulesse? or did you laugh at General Bonaparte's grand dinners? or have you been learning the English grammar? or what is it?"
I shook my head, and was silent.
"Gome, come, be frank with us; unblemished virtue fares very ill here.
There was a gentleman lost his head this morning, who never did anything all his life other than keep the post-office at Tarbes; but somehow he happened to let a letter pa.s.s into the bag addressed to an elderly gentleman in England, called the Comte d'Artois, not knowing that the count's letters are always 'to the care of Citizen Bonaparte.' Well, they shortened him by the neck for it. Cruel, you will say; but so much for innocence."
"For the last time, then, gentlemen, I must express my sincere sorrow that I have neither murder, treason, nor any other infamy on my conscience which might qualify me for the distinguished honor of a.s.sociating with you. Such being the case, and my sense of my deficiency being so great, you will, I 'm sure, pardon me if I do not obtrude on society of which I am unworthy, and which I have now the honor to wish a good day to." With this and a formal bow, returned equally politely by the rest, I moved on, and entered the tower.
Sombre and sad as were my own reflections, yet did I prefer their company to that of my fellow-prisoners, for whom already I began to conceive a perfect feeling of abhorrence. Revolting, indeed, was the indifference to fame, honor, and even life, which I already witnessed among them; but what was it compared with the deliberate treachery of men who could wait for the hour when the heart, overflowing with sorrow, opened itself for consolation and comfort, and then search its every recess for proofs of guilt that should bring the mourner to the scaffold?
How any government could need, how they could tolerate, such a.s.sa.s.sins as these, I could not conceive. And was this his doing? were these his minions, whose high-souled chivalry had been my wors.h.i.+p and my idolatry?
No, no; I'll not believe it. Bonaparte knows not the dark and terrible secrets of these gloomy walls. The hero of Arcole, the conqueror of Italy, wots not of the frightful tyranny of these dungeons: did he but know them, what a destiny would wait on those who thus stain with crime and treachery the fame of that "Belle France" he made so great!
Oh! that in the hour of my accusation,--in the very last of my life, were it on the step of the guillotine,--I could but speak with words to reach him, and say how glory like his must be tarnished if such deeds went on unpunished; that while thousands and thousands were welcoming his path with cries of wild enthusiasm and joy, in the cold cells of the Temple there were breaking hearts, whose sorrow-wrung confessions were registered, whose prayers were canva.s.sed for evidences of desires that might be converted into treason. He could have no sympathy with men like these.. Not such the brave who followed him at Lodi; not kindred souls were they who died for him at Marengo. Alas, alas! how might men read of him hereafter, if by such acts the splendor of his greatness was to suffer stain! While thoughts like these filled my mind, and in the excitement of awakened indignation I trod my little cell backwards and forwards, the jailer entered, and having locked the door behind him, approached me.
"You are the Sous-Lieutenant Burke: is it not so? Well, I have a letter for you; I promised to deliver it on one condition only,--which is, that when read, you shall tear it in pieces. Were it known that I did this, my head would roll in the Plaine de Grenelle before daybreak tomorrow.
I also promised to put you on your guard: speak to few here; confide in none. And now here is your letter."
I opened the billet hastily, and read the few lines it contained, which evidently were written in a feigned hand.