Chapter 54
"I don't know," said George, wiping the damp from his brow. "Not hearing from town, I think. Verrall!"
"What?"
"Suppose, when I do hear, it should not be favourable? I feel in a fever when I think of it."
"You took too much of that heating port this evening," said Mr. Verrall.
"I dare say I did," returned George. "A man at ease may let the wine pa.s.s him: but one worried to death is glad of it to drown care."
"Worried to death!" repeated Mr. Verrall in a reproving tone.
"Next door to it. Look there! They have tracked us and are coming in search."
Two or three dark forms were discerned in the distance, nearer the Folly. Mr. Verrall pa.s.sed his arm within George G.o.dolphin's and led him towards the house.
"I think I'll go home," said George. "I am not company for a dog to-night."
"Nonsense," said Mr. Verrall. "The tables are ready. I want to give you your revenge."
For once in his life--and it was a notable exception--George G.o.dolphin actually resisted the temptation of the "tables;" the chance of "revenge." He had a heavy trouble upon him; a great fear; perhaps more than Mr. Verrall knew of. Ay, he had! But who would have suspected it of gay, careless George, who had been so brilliant at the dinner-table? He forswore for that one night the attractions of the Folly, including syren Charlotte, and went straight home.
It was not much past ten when he reached the Bank. Maria was astonished: the Verrall dinner-parties were generally late affairs. She was sitting alone, reading. In her glad surprise she ran to him with an exclamation of welcome.
George pressed her tenderly to him, and his manner was gay and careless again. Whatever scandal Prior's Ash might choose to talk of George, he had not yet begun to neglect his wife.
"It was rather humdrum, darling, and I got tired," he said in answer to her questions. "What have you been doing with yourself? Have you been alone all the evening?"
"Since mamma left. She went home after tea. George, I want to tell you something mamma has been talking of; has been suggesting."
George stretched himself on the sofa, as if he were weary. Maria edged herself on to it, and sat facing him, holding his hand while she talked.
"It was the new carriage that brought the subject up, George. Mamma introduced it this morning. She says we are living at too great an expense; that we ought not to spend more than half as much as we do----"
"What?" shouted George, starting up from the sofa as if he had been electrified.
Maria felt electrified; electrified by the sudden movement, the word, the tone of anger. Nay, it was not anger alone that it bore, but dismay; fear--she could hardly tell what sound. "George," she gasped, "what is the matter?"
"Tell me what it is that Mrs. Hastings has been saying?"
"George, I think you must have mistaken my words," was all that Maria could reply in the first moment, feeling truly uncomfortable. "Mamma said this morning that it was a pity we did not live at less expense, and save money; that it would be desirable for the sake of Meta and any other children we may have. I said I thought it would be desirable, and that I would suggest it to you. That was all."
George
"Oh no."
"Good. Tell Mrs. Hastings, Maria, that we are capable of managing our own affairs without interference. I do not desire it, nor will I admit it."
Maria sat down to the table with her book; the one she had been reading when George came in. She put up her hands, as if absorbed in reading, but her tears were falling. She had never had an ill word with her husband; had never had any symptom of estrangement with him; and she could not bear this. George lay on the sofa, his lips compressed. Maria rose, in her loving, affectionate nature, and stood before him.
"George, I am sure mamma never meant to interfere; she would not do such a thing. What she said arose from anxiety for our interests. I am so sorry to have offended you," she added, the tears falling fast.
A repentant fit had come over him. He drew his wife's face down on his own and kissed its tears away. "Forgive me, my dearest; I was wrong to speak crossly to _you_. A splitting headache has put me out of sorts, and I was vexed to hear that people were commenting on our private affairs. Nothing could annoy me half so much."
Maria wondered why. But she fully resolved that it should be the last time she would hint at such a thing as economy. Of course her husband knew his own business best.
CHAPTER III.
CECIL'S ROMANCE.
We must turn to Ashlydyat, and go back to a little earlier in the evening. Miss G.o.dolphin's note to the Folly had stated that her brother had been taken ill while dressing for Mr. Verrall's dinner-party. It was correct. Thomas G.o.dolphin was alone in his room, ready, when he was attacked by a sharp internal paroxysm of agony. He hastily sat down: a cry escaped his lips, and drops of water gathered on his brow.
Alone he bore it, calling for no aid. In a few minutes the pain had partially pa.s.sed, and he rang for his servant. An old man now, that servant: he had for years attended on Sir George G.o.dolphin.
"Bexley, I have been ill again," said Thomas, quietly. "Will you ask Miss G.o.dolphin to write a line to Mr. Verrall, saying that I am unable to attend."
Bexley cast a strangely yearning look on the pale, suffering face of his master. He had seen him in these paroxysms once or twice. "I wish you would have Mr. Snow called in, sir!" he cried.
"I think I shall. He may give me some ease, possibly. Take my message to your mistress, Bexley."
The effect of the message was to bring Janet to the room. "Taken ill! a sharp inward pain!" she was repeating, after Bexley. "Thomas, what sort of a pain is it? It seems to me that you have had the same before lately."
"Write a few words the first thing, will you, Janet? I should not like to keep them waiting for me."
Janet, punctilious as Thomas, considerate as he was for others, sat down and wrote the note, despatching it at once by Andrew, one of the serving men. Few might have set about and done it so calmly as Janet, considering that she had a great fear thumping at her heart. A fear which had never penetrated it until this moment. With something very like sickness, had flashed into her memory their mother's pain. A sharp, agonizing pain had occasionally attacked _her_, the symptom of the inward malady of which she had died. Was the same fatal malady attacking Thomas? The doctors had expressed their fears then that it might prove hereditary.
In the corridor, as Janet was going back to Thomas's room, the note despatched, she encountered Bexley. The sad, apprehensive look in the old man's face struck her. She touched his arm, and beckoned him into an empty room.
"What is it that is the matter with your master?"
"I don't know," was the answer: but the words were spoken in a tone which caused Janet to think that the old man was awake to the same fears that she was. "Miss Janet, I am afraid to think what it may be."
"Is he often ill like this?"
"I know but of a time or two, ma'am. But that's a time or two too many."
Janet returned to the room. Thomas was leaning back in his chair, his face ghastly, his hands fallen, prostrate altogether from the effects of the agony. Things were coming into her mind one by one: how much time Thomas had spent in his own room of late; how seldom, comparatively speaking, he went to the Bank; how often he had the brougham, instead of walking, when he did go to it. Once--why, it was only this very last Sunday!--he had not gone near church all day long. Janet's fears grew into certainties.
She took a chair, drawing it nearer to Thomas. Not speaking of her fears, but asking him in a soothing tone how he felt, and what had caused his illness. "Have you had the same pain before?" she continued.
"Several times," he answered. "But it has been worse to-night than I have previously felt it. Janet, I fear it may be the forerunner of my call. I did not think to leave you so soon."
Except that Janet's face went almost as pale as his, and that her fingers entwined themselves together so tightly as to cause pain, there was no outward sign of the grief that laid hold of her heart.
"Thomas, what is the complaint that you are fearing?" she asked, after a pause. "The same that--that----"