Chapter 43
"Is there such a thing as a faithful b.u.t.terfly, Baroness?"
"Now none of your jokes; I am a serious, practical old woman, and want you both--why what has become of Carla?"
Carla had seized the opportunity, and, rising with an expression of delighted astonishment on her animated countenance, had hastened towards Count Golm, whom, by a hasty glance through her eye-gla.s.s, she had perceived at the other side of the room engaged in conversation with Countess Fischbach, and who now turned towards her. She was determined to punish Ottomar for the neglect with which he had in the most open manner treated her. Ottomar looked after her with gloomy eyes, and his glance did not clear while the old Baroness took him to task, as she expressed it. "Yes, yes, my dear Ottomar, it is only the truth; and from whom should you hear it if not from an old woman, who knows the world thoroughly and has known you ever since you were born?
I have seen other affairs come to nothing that looked quite as promising as yours. Everything has its limits, even the patience of society. If this patience is tried too long, society says nothing will come of it; and when society has said so for a certain length of time nothing does come of it, simply because it has said so. People do everything as society decides; are betrothed, marry, separate, fall in love, fall out of it again, fall in love a second and a third time, fight duels, shoot their friends, shoot themselves--society is always right."
"And supposing society should be right in our case?"
The old lady let her pince-nez fall in horror: "_Mais vous etes fou, monsieur, positivement fou!_"
She seized her large black fan, and fanned herself violently and noisily; replaced her pince-nez, cast a sharp glance at Ottomar, who stared moodily before him, and said, while she motioned to him to put his ear near her mouth--
"Now listen patiently, like a good child, for you are children, both of you; you who sit here looking like an ensign who has had twenty marks too few at his examination for lieutenant; and Carla who is flirting over there with Count Golm, on purpose to provoke you. Don't play with fire. You might burn your fingers badly. If the affair comes to nothing it will be the greatest scandal of the season. And now go and make your peace with Carla, and tell her from me that I have known the Counts Golm for three generations, and that the present one--well, I had rather tell her myself."
She rapped Ottomar on the knuckles with her fan. Ottomar rose quickly and moved a few paces towards Carla, in the full conviction that his approach was all that was necessary to appease her, as she had watched the whole progress of his conversation with the old lady, and now turned her eye-gla.s.s on him. But Carla let him come a few steps nearer and then turned completely round towards the Count, with the defiant movement
But when he now again mixed with the company, laughing and jesting even more gaily than before, in his heart was dark night. What the Baroness had murmured in his ear he had said to himself over and over again as he hastened home through the Thiergarten, and the mighty trees over his head could as little overpower with their sighings and groanings the warning voice within him, as the hum and rustle of the company could now overpower the harsh voice of the toothless old lady. Was she only the mouth-piece of society? So, exactly so, would and must society speak, perhaps did speak already, though he could not hear. Let it!
What did society know of the tall, slender figure which he had but now held in his arms, of the throbbing heart that had rested on his breast, of the wealth of kisses that still burned on his lips? If the four charming girls with whom he was talking could combine all their charms into one, they would still not make a Ferdinanda. And as for Carla, he had never admired her as much as the rest of the world did, and now he thought her positively ugly, with her coquettish airs, her eternal laugh and her everlasting eye-gla.s.s. Let her marry the Count; let them say and do what they would! And what could they do? A duel with Wallbach? Well, it would be the fourth within four years, and if he were killed, so much the better! There would be an end to the whole affair; he need no longer trouble his head with his debts, or his heart about the women! Debts, women--he would have done with them all!
"Oh, Herr von Werben! how intensely amusing you are this evening!"
"I feel intensely amusing, I a.s.sure you."
"I don't wonder, under the circ.u.mstances."
"Of course not!"
"Then do us a favour."
"A thousand."
"Do bring us your brother officer from the reserve; what is his name?"
"Schmidt!"
"Really?"
"Really!"
"How funny!"
"Why?"
"How cross you look! It is not our fault. Emilie Fischbach says he is quite delightful! We want to know the delightful Herr Schmidt. Do please bring Herr Schmidt here!"
"Oh, do!" exclaimed the other young ladies, "bring Herr Schmidt here!"
"I fly."
The t.i.tter of the girls, which was not ill-meant, sounded after him like an intentional scoff. His cheeks burnt with anger and shame; that name--it was hers also.
"One word, Werben."
Clemda touched him on the shoulder.
"What do you want?"
"I have had a letter from Brussels, from the Duke, and also one from Antonia. The Duke is now free. Our wedding is to be in four weeks.
Antonia is very anxious that your betrothed should be one of her bridesmaids. You must of course take me under your wing; I dare not write and tell her that you are not yet betrothed. You are not angry with me for the hint?"
"Why should I be?"
"Because you look so serious over it. Where are you off to in such a hurry?"
"The ladies want me to take Lieutenant Schmidt to them."
"Ah! not a bad fellow--in his way!"
Clemda had let the last words slip out carelessly after the others--as one might open a c.h.i.n.k of a door one had just shut, in order to let the dog in, thought Ottomar.
"And what I wanted to say besides, Ottomar--of course, as host, one has certain duties, but then certain duties are owed to the host also; and entre nous, I consider Golm's flirtation as rather a want of consideration towards you, as he must know your situation with regard to Fraulein Wallbach as well as anybody."
"He is quite a stranger in our circle."
"Then you should explain matters to him; and Golm----"
"My dear Werben! can you spare me a moment?"
"At your orders, Colonel!"
"Ah!" said Clemda, retiring with a bow before his commanding officer.
"Only a moment," repeated Colonel von Bohl, drawing Ottomar a little on one side; "I have just been speaking to Wallbach; he was very pressing, but, with the best will in the world, I cannot give you leave before the spring. Clemda will want a long leave; Rossow must be away at least three months, as his wound threatens to break out again. I cannot spare all my best officers at once. His Excellency must understand that."
"But there is no hurry, Colonel."
"You want to marry, and I am not devoted to newly-married young officers; I grant you willingly, therefore, a year's leave for diplomatic service in St. Petersburg. And then, my dear Werben----"
The Colonel cast a glance behind him and said in a lower voice:
"I should not be sorry if you could find some excuse for a short absence,"--the Colonel made a significant gesture; "those matters might be better and easier arranged from St. Petersburg than here--believe me, my dear Werben!"
"But everything is arranged, Colonel; since this morning."
"Everything?"
The Colonel looked Ottomar full in the face.
"All but a trifling matter----"