Chapter 16
Once again she broke that silence as the turn of her thoughts was made manifest, but her voice sounded harsh and broken, as if the words would hardly come.
"His innocent child--the girl I loved as if she had been my own flesh and blood;" and her voice rose to a wail. Then, after a few moments'
silence: "Yes, I must go. I swore to the dead, and the way is opened now. It is my fate."
Volume One, Chapter IX.
THE BEGGAR.
Christopher Lisle sat in his snug, bachelor room at Danmouth, tying a fly with a proper amount of dubbing, hackle, and tinsel, for the deluding of some unfortunate salmon. The breakfast things were still on the table, and there was a cloud over his head, and another cloud in his brain.
The room was bright and pleasant, overlooked the sea, and was just such a place as a bachelor in comfortable circ.u.mstances, with a love for outdoor sports, would have called a snuggery. For it was just so tidy as not to be very untidy, with fis.h.i.+ng and shooting gear in all directions; pipes in a rack, tobacco jars and cigar boxes on shelves; natural history specimens in trays and cabinets, from pinned beetles up to minerals and fossils; and under a table, in a case, lay Chris Lisle's largest salmon, carefully cast and painted to fairly resemble life.
The tying of that fly did not progress, and after a good many stoppages it was thrown down impatiently.
"Confound the hook," cried Chris. "That's four times I've p.r.i.c.ked my finger. Everything seems to go wrong. Now, what had I better do? He ought to be well enough to see me now, and so better get it over. I'd no business to go on as I did; but who could help it, bless her, holding her in my arms like that, and loving her as I do? Wrong. Oh, it was honest human nature; and any other fellow would have done the same.
"I suppose I ought to have spoken to the old man first. Though who in the world could think of him at a time like that. But how black he looked; and then there was that confounded good-looking yachtsman there."
This was a point in the business which required thinking out; and to do this thoroughly Chris Lisle took up a black pipe, filled it, and after lighting it daintily with a good deal of toying with the flame, he threw himself back in his chair, and began to frown and smoke.
"No," he said aloud, after a long pause. "Nonsense; the old fellow might think something of it, but my darling little Claude--never. And she's not the girl to flirt and play with any one. No; I know her too well for that--far too well. I frightened her, I was so sudden. A woman is so different to a man, and that wasn't put on; it was sheer timidity--poor little darling! How I do long to apologise, and ask her to forgive me. I must have seemed terribly awkward and boorish in her eyes, for I pulled up quite sulkily after that facer I got from Mary Dillon. The nasty, spiteful little minx. It was too bad.
Fortune-hunter! Why, I'd
The idea seemed to be absurd, and he sat smoking dreamily for some minutes.
"I'll serve the spiteful, sharp-tongued little thing out for this," he said at last. "No, I will not. Rubbis.h.!.+ She didn't mean it. But I'll go up and hear how the old man is. He ought to be able to see me this morning, and I'll speak out plainly this time, and get it over."
Chris Lisle was not the man to hesitate. He threw aside his pipe, rang for the breakfast things to be cleared away, glanced at the looking-gla.s.s to see if he appeared decent, and stuck a straw hat on his crisp, curly hair.
"Not half such a good-looking chap as the yachtsman," he said, with a half laugh. "Glad of it. Wouldn't be such a smooth-looking dandy for the world. Why, hang it!" he said with a laugh, as he strode along by the rocky beach in the full tide of his manly vigour, "I could eat a fellow like that. I never thought of it before," he continued to himself, as he walked on. "Fortune-hunter! I can't be called a poor man. Two hundred and fifty a year. Why, I never felt short of money in my life. Always seemed to be enough for everything I wanted. Bah!
n.o.body but little midges up there could ever say such a thing as that."
A peculiar change seemed just then to be taking place in Chris Lisle.
The moment before he was swinging easily along, giving a friendly nod here and there to fishermen and loungers, who saluted him with a smile and a "Morn, Mr Chris, sir," the next he had grown stiff and rigid, as he saw a dingy pulled in to the landing-place some distance ahead, and Glyddyr leap out, the distance fitting so that the young men had to pa.s.s each other, which they did with a short nod of recognition.
"Swell!" muttered Chris contemptuous, as he strode on.
"b.u.mpkin!" thought Glyddyr, as he went in the other direction, and he laughed softly to himself.
A short distance farther along the cliff road Chris came suddenly upon a figure in deep mourning, and he stopped short, with his whole manner changing once more.
"Ah, Mrs Woodham," he said, in a low voice full of commiseration, "I have not been up to the quarry, but I had not forgotten an old friend.
Can I be of any service to you?"
The woman shook her head.
"Don't do that," he said kindly. "They will not keep you, but recollect, Sarah, that we are very old friends, and I shall be hurt if you want money and don't come to me."
"G.o.d bless you, Master Chris," said the woman hoa.r.s.ely; "but don't keep me now."
She hurried away, and he stood looking after her for a few moments.
"Poor thing!" he said, as he went on. "What trouble to have to bear.
Hang it all, I wouldn't change places with Gartram if I could."
He went on, thinking deeply about Glyddyr.
"The old man seems to have quite taken to that fellow, and did from the first time he came here with his yacht. Regular sporting chap. Wins heavily on the turf. Bound to say he loses, too. Three hundred thousand pounds, they say, he had when his father died. Well, good luck to him! I hadn't when mine pa.s.sed away."
Chris began to whistle softly as he went on, stopping once to pick a flower from out of a niche where the water trickled down from a crack in the granite, and, farther on, taking out a tiny lens to inspect a fly.
Then another botanical specimen took his attention, and was transferred to a pocket-book, and by that time he was up at the castellated gateway and bridge over the well-filled moat of the Fort.
He went up to the entrance, with its nail-studded oaken door, just as he had been hundreds of times before since boyhood, rang, and walked into the hall before the servant had time to answer the bell.
"Anybody at home?" he said carelessly.
"Yes, sir; master's in the study, and the ladies are in the drawing-room."
"Mr Gartram well enough to see me, I suppose?"
"Oh, yes, sir. Doctor Asher was here to breakfast, and master's going out."
"All right; I'll go in."
There was no announcing. Chris Lisle felt quite at home there, and he crossed the stone-paved hall, gave a sharp tap at the study door, and walked in.
"Morning, sir," he cried cheerily. "Very glad to hear you are so much better."
"Thankye," said Gartram sourly; "but I'm not so much better."
"Get out," said Chris.
"What?"
"I mean in the open air."
"Oh. Well, Mr Lisle, what do you want--money?"
"I? No, sir. Well, yes, I do."
"Then you had better go to a lawyer. I have done all I could with your father's estate as your trustee, and if you want to raise money don't come to me."
"Well," said Chris, laughing, "I don't want to raise money, and I do come to you."
"What for, sir?"
"Well, I'll tell you," said Chris, speaking on the spur of the moment, for an idea had occurred to him. "But suppose we drop the 'sir'-ing.
It doesn't seem to fit after having known me all these years."