If the Deep Sea Forgets You

Chapter 140: An Indescribable Night

Chapter 140: An Indescribable Night

Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios

"You have to tell us if you’re not feeling well. We’ll go to the doctors if your body is not well. We’ll go to the psychologist if you don’t feel well mentally. I just want everything to go well for you."

Xia Qingyi patted her hand. "I’m fine. I know, I’ll tell you if I don’t feel well."

After seeing her for the first time in the afternoon yesterday, Xia Qingyi could almost confirm that she was her mother. She naturally relaxed around her as she asked, "Did I have a box last time? I think it was made of metal and is very old. Do you know where it is now?"

"A metal box? Ah… that one… it was very long ago. You liked to place many weird and interesting things in the box when you were young. Though, I can’t remember where we put it when we tidied the things upstairs a few years ago. It might be in the storeroom."

"Then, I’ll go take a look tomorrow."

"Why go find it and get dust all over yourself when you might not be able to find it anyways? Don’t look for it. If you want to know about the things that happened in the past, I can tell you." She seemed not to want Xia Qingyi to find that box.

Xia Qingyi felt that it was a little odd. A big question mark arose in her heart when she saw her mother’s shifting gaze in the cold moonlight.

It seemed like there was something that they were hiding from her.

Now that she thought about it in detail, Han Liang and her mother had not seemed to mention anything about her getting injured. They had only said that it was a kidnap, but what about the reason for the kidnap? Was there no ransom? Why did she get that injured back in F City? Why did she not have any memory of the kidnap?

On the other hand, why was she so familiar with so many details of this house now that she had returned

The more Xia Qingyi thought about, the more she felt that it was astonishing.

"What’s wrong, Nian Nian?" her mother asked.

"Nothing." Xia Qingyi replied, "I suddenly feel a little sleepy. I’m going up to sleep."

She sent her mother back to her room, before she ran up to the second floor to where she had tried to sleep. She turned on the lights and looked at every part of the room again in detail. She was anticipating finding some clues to remember something from the past as they might be helpful for her.

However, she could not remember anything useful even after a few times of looking around the room. She was a little tired as she sat on the floor to tidy up her thoughts, though she did not remember anything.

Xia Qingyi opened the window. A light breeze blew into the room as the cold moonlight shone on her. She leaned against the windowsill as she slowly understood. She could not believe everything that she saw. The more a thing felt like the truth, the higher the possibility that it was an illusion.

The only thing that she could depend on were her memories.

She was sure that the woman downstairs was her mother. The pain she felt in her mind would not lie to her. She was also sure that this house used to be her house. It seemed as though that she was sure about many things, yet it somehow felt odd. Where did it go wrong? What was her mother hiding from her? What exactly had happened in this house?

She wanted to understand everything, yet she did not where to start with her blank memory.

She thought again and again, only falling asleep on the floor when it was 5 A.M with the sky brightening.

On the other hand, Mo Han, who had returned to S City, had also just spent his first night without Xia Qingyi by watching the television on the sofa.

When he was eating alone after returning, he took a while to make himself accept that Xia Qingyi had already returned to the place that she thought was her house.

Mo Han could not understand why Xia Qingyi had not realized that there was something wrong about Han Liang when Xia Qingyi was such an intelligent person? He must have been lying to her, about the marriage and trying to find her!

The more Mo Han thought about it, the angrier he became. He watched television as he could not fall asleep at night. He could not help but to grip the television remote in his hand tightly. When there was no show that he wanted to watch, he threw the television remote on the coffee table. He stood up and went to the kitchen to get a bottle of red wine and a wine glass from the highest shelf.

Xia Qingyi could not drink and he did not really like to drink at home either, which was why he had kept his collection of wine in the highest shelf. He had locked it and stayed away from it for a very long time.

Now that she was not here, Mo Han suddenly had the urge to drink. He held the bottle in one hand and the wine glass in the other as he sat on the sofa again. He poured a small glass for himself, swaying the glass as he slowly sampled the wine in the quiet and lonely night.



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Chapter 142:</h3><p><strong>Translator: </strong>Atlas Studios <strong>Editor: </strong>Atlas Studios</p><p>Xia Qingyi listened to his arrangements obediently. If she could find her memories here, she could give up her studies over there temporarily, even if she really liked that course of study.</p><p>However, she had told Han Liang that she would need to go to S City today. She wanted to settle the procedures for dropping out of school herself. Not only that, there were still some of her things at Mo Han’s place in S City that she need to get.</p><p>Han Liang wanted to go with her, only to be firmly rejected by her. He had no choice but to agree, though he made her promise to return by 8 P.M.</p><p>And Xia Qingyi returned to S City just like that. She wanted to take a good look at that city and make her farewell quietly so that others would not find out.</p><p>Mo Han was definitely still angry and did not want to see her. It was not like she dared to appear in front of him either. That was why she had specifically chosen a time that he was definitely not going to be at home to go back to his place secretly to take some of her stuff.</p><p>When she went back, the house was really empty. Xia Qingyi felt so guilty that she did not dare to stand straight as she entered the house. When she passed by the living room, she smelt a very strong smell of alcohol She glanced towards the table and saw an empty bottle of red wine and an empty wine glass.</p><p>Had Mo Han drank?</p><p>Xia Qingyi walked over and picked up the empty wine bottle to take a closer look before she placed it down again. His clothes hanging on the balcony were dry and Xia Qingyi walked over to place them in his room out of habit.</p><p>After having looked here and there, Xia Qingyi had already forgotten the real reason why she had come. She started to act like she was at home usually, as she tidied </p><p>It was only after she had finished an apple, three oranges and a bag of potato chips that Xia Qingyi finally remembered the main reason for coming here after she saw that it was already 5 P.M. She hurriedly ran to her room to start packing her things.</p><p>Actually, she did not have too many things. They were just some simple daily items that she had gotten used to using. She did not like to use the new things over there as well. There was also one more thing that Mo Han had bought for her, a pillow to help with her insomnia. It had a type of natural aroma that was able to make her nerves relax and was especially effective for helping with insomnia.</p><p>Xia Qingyi remembered when Mo Han had first bought the pillow. She was still puzzled about why Mo Han would buy a pillow. He had not told her about the use of the pillow either, which was why she had just thrown it to a corner of her bed and did not care about it. It was only afterwards when Mo Han had entered her room and saw that she had put the pillow under her legs indifferently that he could not hold himself back and told her about the use of the pillow, and for her to use it to sleep next time.</p><p>Xia Qingyi followed his words in half-belief afterwards and hugged it to sleep everyday. True to his words, she really fell asleep very quickly every night. At some point, Xia Qingyi had even thought that the pillow was her "sacred" item.</p><p>That was why she could never throw away this thing. She thought about placing it in which bag.</p><p>Just as she was lying on the floor with her arms stretched to take the big bag under her bed, the door to the room was suddenly pushed open.</p><p>Xia Qingyi jumped at the sound. She looked up hastily and hit her head against the edge of the bed. She climbed up as she winced in pain while rubbing her head, only to see Mo Han, who was standing at the door.</p><p>"Why are you back so early?" Xia Qingyi shrank herself as she asked softly.</p><p>"What are you doing? Mo Han’s expression was the same as yesterday. There was no sign that he was going to stop being angry, as Xia Qingyi felt that she had practically sent herself to her death by coming over today.</p><p>"I… I… came to get something. I’m sorry… I thought that you weren’t around."</p><p>"Take what?" Mo Han looked behind her.</p><p>Xia Qingyi knew that she definitely looked like a thief currently. She weakly picked up the pillow next to her. "This… I’m sorry… if you don’t like it… then I won’t take it."</p><p>Mo Han chuckled, "Is a pillow worth it for you to come back secretly?"</p><p>Xia Qingyi thought that he did not like her taking things from his house as they had seemingly broken ties. She did not feel too happy about it. "I’m sorry… I shouldn’t take it."</p><h3>Going Back to See Mo Han

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