An Unfinished Life

But Kennedy's concern was not with the usual press aggressiveness in covering a president's family and recreational activities. Rather, he was increasingly worried about disclosures detailing his much-rumored womanizing. Almost everyone in the press corps knew about or at least suspected his philandering, columnist Bob Novak later said. From the start of his presidency, some ultra-right-wing papers and what one historian called the "underground market" were swamped with exposes about JFK's hidden, illicit romances. But the mainstream press resisted such scandal mongering. Lyndon Johnson's hideaway office on Capitol Hill, for example, where he indulged in recreational s.e.x, was an open secret during his vice presidency; reporters privately joked about LBJ's "nooky room." Yet n.o.body in the mainstream press thought it was worth writing about.

The fact that such gossip was confined to a fringe media, which earned a living from unsubstantiated rumors, made Kennedy himself largely indifferent to these articles at the start of his presidency. The fact that the gossip, much of which was true, might trouble Jackie was not enough to rein him in. Indeed, such talk, which added to a romantic, macho image that contrasted sharply with that of his stodgy predecessor, may even have appealed to JFK. Nevertheless, despite the press restraint, people around the president worried about his vulnerability to enemies who might try to break tradition and embarra.s.s him with published accounts of his affairs. Ten days after Kennedy became president, J. Edgar Hoover pa.s.sed along a report from a field agent about a woman who claimed to be JFK's lover. "Once every two or three months, similar missives would arrive in Bobby's office from the director, not-so-subtle signals that Hoover was keeping, and regularly updating, a file on the president. Blackmail," Bobby Kennedy biographer Evan Thomas concluded, "was an efficient means towards Hoover's true end, the preservation of his own power." It was also Hoover's way of ingratiating himself with Bobby, his immediate boss, and the president. His reports were meant to say, I am your protector, keeping you up-to-date on allegations and dangers you might want to preempt.

THERE IS NO EVIDENCE that rumors about Kennedy's s.e.x life or, for that matter, the escapades themselves distracted him from important business in the first months of his term. Between November and February he had exchanged conciliatory messages with Khrushchev, and on February 22, he expressed the hope that they might be able to meet soon "for an informal exchange of views," which could contribute to "a more harmonious relations.h.i.+p between our two countries." But the Bay of Pigs invasion undermined whatever goodwill the initial Kennedy-Khrushchev exchanges had generated. Seeing Kennedy as thrown on the defensive by his embarra.s.sing failure, Khrushchev went on the attack. "It is a secret to no one," he wrote Kennedy, "that the armed bands invading" Cuba "were trained, equipped and armed in the United States of America." He promised to give Cuba "all necessary help to repel armed attack" and warned that "conflagration in one region could endanger settlements elsewhere." that rumors about Kennedy's s.e.x life or, for that matter, the escapades themselves distracted him from important business in the first months of his term. Between November and February he had exchanged conciliatory messages with Khrushchev, and on February 22, he expressed the hope that they might be able to meet soon "for an informal exchange of views," which could contribute to "a more harmonious relations.h.i.+p between our two countries." But the Bay of Pigs invasion undermined whatever goodwill the initial Kennedy-Khrushchev exchanges had generated. Seeing Kennedy as thrown on the defensive by his embarra.s.sing failure, Khrushchev went on the attack. "It is a secret to no one," he wrote Kennedy, "that the armed bands invading" Cuba "were trained, equipped and armed in the United States of America." He promised to give Cuba "all necessary help to repel armed attack" and warned that "conflagration in one region could endanger settlements elsewhere."

Kennedy manfully responded that the invasion was a demonstration of brave patriots determined to restore freedom to Cuba. He emphasized that the United States intended no military intervention on the island but was obliged "to protect this hemisphere against external aggression." Kennedy also warned against using Cuba as a pretext for inflaming other areas of the world, which would endanger the general peace. He asked Khrushchev to "recognize that free people in all parts of the world do not accept the claim of historical inevitability for Communist revolution. What your government believes is its own business; what it does in the world is the world's business. The great revolution in the history of man, past, present, and future, is the revolution of those determined to be free."

Kennedy's greatest fear was that Moscow might use Cuba as an excuse to close off West Berlin, to which many educated East Germans and other East Europeans were fleeing from communism. When Nixon had urged JFK to find an excuse for invading Cuba, Kennedy had replied that an invasion would risk a war with Russia over Berlin and his priority had to be world peace. If there was to be a next world war, Berlin, Kennedy believed, would be where it began.

Khrushchev answered Kennedy with a fifteen-page letter reiterating his accusations about U.S. interference in Cuba and restating his warnings that this was no way to ease Soviet-American tensions. Kennedy wisely left Khrushchev's letter unanswered. Still, because Khrushchev was as intent as Kennedy on avoiding a nuclear conflict, the Soviet leader seized upon the president's February proposal for a meeting in Vienna on June 3 to 4. Although Khrushchev did not say so, it was clear to Kennedy that Berlin, which Khrushchev described as "a dangerous source of tension in the very heart of Europe," was also his greatest concern.

KENNEDY'S FIRST THREE MONTHS in office had confirmed his belief that overseas perils should take priority over economic and social reforms, but because he believed that an effective foreign policy partly depended on a strong economy and social cohesion at home, he felt compelled to strike a balance between external and internal initiatives. His dilemma, as he saw it, was that domestic proposals could do more to divide than unite the country. in office had confirmed his belief that overseas perils should take priority over economic and social reforms, but because he believed that an effective foreign policy partly depended on a strong economy and social cohesion at home, he felt compelled to strike a balance between external and internal initiatives. His dilemma, as he saw it, was that domestic proposals could do more to divide than unite the country.

On April 18, in the midst of the Bay of Pigs crisis, he asked Congress to create a new cabinet department of urban affairs and housing as a way to halt "the appalling deterioration of many of our country's urban areas," rehabilitate the nation's cities, where 70 percent of Americans lived, and ensure "adequate housing for all segments of our population." It seemed like an apple pie and motherhood proposal, but it quickly ran into opposition from southern senators and congressmen representing rural areas and small cities. A greater emphasis in a revised bill on small communities promised to neutralize the latter, but southern opposition to an act that could primarily serve inner-city blacks and make Housing and Home Finance Agency administrator Robert Weaver the first African American cabinet secretary was unyielding. The bill was also held hostage to budget constraints imposed by the improving but still sluggish economy and increasing defense expenditures. Kennedy's reluctance to fight for something he saw as a secondary priority was as much a drag on aggressive action as the economy and southern opposition.

Consequently, in May, Kennedy proposed legislation that would stimulate the economy with limited tax reductions tied to revenue gains. He described his proposal as "a first though urgent step along the road to constructive reform." He said he planned to send a more comprehensive tax reform program to the Congress in 1962 that would stimulate "a higher rate of economic growth, [and create] a more equitable tax structure, and a simpler tax law." In the meantime, he proposed a tax incentive to businesses in the form of a credit for modernization and expansion of plant and equipment. To make up for lost income here, he proposed the end of tax exemptions for Americans earning incomes abroad in economically advanced countries and for estate taxes on overseas properties, withholding taxes on interest and dividend payments, the continuation of corporate and excise taxes scheduled to be reduced or ended in July, and a tax on civil aviation providers to help pay for the operation and improvement of the federal airways system.

Business leaders, who preferred liberalized depreciation allowances to tax credits for new plant and equipment costs, successfully blocked Kennedy's bill, demonstrating both their power as a lobby and White House inattentiveness or carelessness. Fearful of sharing the spotlight and thus diminis.h.i.+ng JFK's standing as a domestic leader, the White House had barred Lyndon Johnson, the most skilled legislator in the administration, from a meaningful role in dealing with Congress. Instead, Kennedy, who had never shown an affinity for the sort of cooperative endeavor needed to enact major bills, relied on inexperienced aides to advance his legislative agenda. Complaining that his contacts on the Hill were not being used, Johnson said, "You know, they never once asked me about that!" The result, predictably, was a stumbling Kennedy legislative effort.

Despite his defeats on creating a housing department and tax reform, Kennedy could point to some gains in domestic affairs. The Congress agreed to an Area Redevelopment Act that fulfilled his campaign promise to help ease chronic unemployment in West Virginia and nine other states. In addition, the Congress gave Kennedy significant additions to several existing programs: expanded unemployment benefits, a higher minimum wage that included 3.6 million uncovered workers, increases in Social Security, aid to cities to improve housing and transportation, a water pollution control act to protect the country's rivers and streams, funds to continue the building of a national highway system begun under Eisenhower, and an agriculture act to raise farmers' incomes and perpetuate "a most outstanding accomplishment of our civilization... to produce more food with less people than any country on earth."

Despite these advances, the administration could not take much satisfaction from its initial domestic record. Aside from area redevelopment, the White House had no major legislative achievements. Kennedy's "highest-priority items," tax reform, federal aid to elementary and secondary education, college scholars.h.i.+ps, and health insurance for the aged, never got out of congressional committees. Historian Irving Bernstein, who closely studied the struggles over the education and health bills, described them as political snake pits. Federal involvement in education was anathema to conservatives, who wished to preserve local control. Emotional arguments about public funding for parochial schools opened an unbridgeable gap between Catholics and Protestants. Determined to keep his campaign pledges on separation of church and state, Kennedy provoked unyielding opposition from Catholics for refusing to support direct aid to parochial schools. While some critics of his stand on education protested his adherence to traditional thinking, his advocacy of health insurance for the elderly under Social Security provoked the opposite response-warnings against administration plans to imitate communist countries by socializing medicine. Nor could a health insurance bill win approval from the House Ways and Means Committee, whose chairman, Wilbur Mills of Arkansas, would endorse only bills with clear majorities.

Supporters of the education and health bills blamed Kennedy for not providing stronger leaders.h.i.+p. He had in fact spoken forcefully for both measures during the presidential campaign, describing them as legislative priorities. But Richard Neustadt's recent book Presidential Power Presidential Power had deepened Kennedy's understanding of a president's limited personal influence and the folly of fighting for lost causes in a Congress dominated by conservative southern Democrats allied with Republicans. The almost certain defeat of these bills in the first session of the 87th Congress made him reluctant to spend much political capital on them. had deepened Kennedy's understanding of a president's limited personal influence and the folly of fighting for lost causes in a Congress dominated by conservative southern Democrats allied with Republicans. The almost certain defeat of these bills in the first session of the 87th Congress made him reluctant to spend much political capital on them.

Because Kennedy had been so cautious in backing the school and health bills, pollster Lou Harris urged him to understand the need for a more substantial domestic record. "Phase Two" of Kennedy's administration "is now beginning and it is time for a new up-beat," Harris wrote him in June. "The President needs some major and specific score-throughs. While the foreign policy crisis has dominated... [your] time and energies, the quickest, most easily understood, and most dramatic gains are likely to be on domestic issues." Harris counseled him to make a September back-to-school fight for an education bill. It should become "a new number one domestic priority." After an education bill pa.s.sed, Harris urged him to announce "Medical Care for the Aged by '62." He suggested a three-p.r.o.nged attack: "A frontal a.s.sault on the AMA as an obstructive lobby holding back progress," a "gra.s.s roots" movement by "older people... who could make the Kennedy bill their rallying point," and a direct appeal to a national audience "through three separate television shows." Given the makeup of Congress in 1961, Harris's advice was less a demonstration of smart politics than an expression of frustration, shared by Kennedy, at the president's inability to make headway on two of the country's most compelling social needs and on issues that could give the Democrats a significant advantage in the 1962 congressional campaigns. Although unwilling to bring either bill up again in the fall, Kennedy vowed another effort the next year.

NOWHERE, HOWEVER, was Kennedy's frustration more evident than on civil rights. Throughout the 1960 campaign and most of his presidency he felt underappreciated by civil rights activists. After watching Kennedy's performance in the opening months of his term, Martin Luther King predicted that the new administration would do no more than reach "aggressively" for "the limited goal of token integration." He told Harris Wofford, "In the election, when I gave my testimony for Kennedy, my impression then was that he had the intelligence and the skill and the moral fervor to give the leaders.h.i.+p we've been waiting for and do what no President has ever done. Now," after watching him in office, "I'm convinced that he has the understanding and the political skill but so far I'm afraid that the moral pa.s.sion is missing." James Forman of the Student Nonviolent Coordinating Committee (SNCC) was less convinced of the president's good intentions, describing Kennedy on civil rights as nothing more than "quick-talking [and] double-dealing." Bayard Rustin, a founder of the Congress of Racial Equality (CORE), believed Kennedy was "the smartest politician we have had in a long time." At one minute, according to Rustin, he called black leaders together and promised to help them get money for voter registration. The next he cozied up to "the Dixiecrats and gives them Southern racist judges who make certain that the money the Negro gets will not achieve its purpose." Rustin added: "This is the way all presidents behave. They give you as little as they can. And one of the reasons for that is they're president of all the people and they have to accommodate all segments.... So they are constantly weighing where is the weight of the problem for me if I don't act?" Rustin believed that "anything we got out of Kennedy came out of the objective situation and the political necessity, and not out of the spirit of John Kennedy. He was a reactor." was Kennedy's frustration more evident than on civil rights. Throughout the 1960 campaign and most of his presidency he felt underappreciated by civil rights activists. After watching Kennedy's performance in the opening months of his term, Martin Luther King predicted that the new administration would do no more than reach "aggressively" for "the limited goal of token integration." He told Harris Wofford, "In the election, when I gave my testimony for Kennedy, my impression then was that he had the intelligence and the skill and the moral fervor to give the leaders.h.i.+p we've been waiting for and do what no President has ever done. Now," after watching him in office, "I'm convinced that he has the understanding and the political skill but so far I'm afraid that the moral pa.s.sion is missing." James Forman of the Student Nonviolent Coordinating Committee (SNCC) was less convinced of the president's good intentions, describing Kennedy on civil rights as nothing more than "quick-talking [and] double-dealing." Bayard Rustin, a founder of the Congress of Racial Equality (CORE), believed Kennedy was "the smartest politician we have had in a long time." At one minute, according to Rustin, he called black leaders together and promised to help them get money for voter registration. The next he cozied up to "the Dixiecrats and gives them Southern racist judges who make certain that the money the Negro gets will not achieve its purpose." Rustin added: "This is the way all presidents behave. They give you as little as they can. And one of the reasons for that is they're president of all the people and they have to accommodate all segments.... So they are constantly weighing where is the weight of the problem for me if I don't act?" Rustin believed that "anything we got out of Kennedy came out of the objective situation and the political necessity, and not out of the spirit of John Kennedy. He was a reactor."

Much of the resentment during the first six months of Kennedy's term concerned the fact that he would neither sign a promised Executive Order desegregating federally financed housing nor ask Congress for a civil rights law. He saw either action as certain to anger southerners and lose any chance of support for other reforms. Having criticized Eisenhower's refusal to act on housing by emphasizing that it required only a stroke of the pen, Kennedy began receiving pens in the mail as a reminder of his words during the campaign. In response, Kennedy "kept muttering and kidding about how in the world he had ever come to promise that one stroke of the pen."

In May, the African American deputy DNC director, Louis Martin, wrote Ted Sorensen to say that the president's silence on the issue showed the administration as "timid and reluctant to put its full weight behind Civil Rights legislation.... His enemies are now being given an opportunity to charge him with inaction in a very vital area." The criticism angered the president and Bobby. They believed that they were doing as much as possible for civil rights under current constraints. True, when a Gallup poll in January asked people in the South whether the day would ever come when blacks and whites would share the same public accommodations, 76 percent said yes. But all the other polling data suggested that neither the North nor the South had a majority ready to see this happen soon. If there were federal aid to education, should money go to all public schools, including those practicing racial segregation? Gallup asked. Almost seven years after the Supreme Court declared "separate but equal" schools unconst.i.tutional and two thirds of the country said it supported desegregation in public schools and all forms of public transportation, 68 percent of Americans answered yes. In May and June, when asked if integration should be brought about by every means in the near future, only 23 percent agreed; 61 percent preferred gradual change. The Kennedys shared majority sentiment that peaceful demonstrations challenging southern segregation laws would do more to hurt than help bring about integration.

But it was not simply public opinion that restrained them. The Kennedy lawyers in the Justice Department believed that there were distinct limits to what the White House could do about racial injustices. Burke Marshall, the head of the department's Civil Rights Division, told Martin Luther King that const.i.tutional federalism placed severe restrictions on the government's power to intervene in school desegregation or police brutality cases. The only substantial lat.i.tude the Justice Department had was to protect voting rights, and even there they had to struggle against the resistance of local southern officials to enfranchising blacks.

In March and April, a controversy erupted over hotel accommodations in Charleston, South Carolina, for a black member of the National Civil War Commission planning to attend the commemoration of the battle of Fort Sumter. When Kennedy wrote a letter to General Ulysses S. Grant III, the head of the commission, urging equal treatment for all commission members, southern delegates to the ceremony decried Kennedy's unauthorized intrusion into the actions of a privately owned hotel. Grant's response that the commission had no business interfering in "racial matters," Kennedy's inability to persuade any Charleston hotel to satisfy his request, and a decision to move the commemoration dinner to a nearby U.S. naval base that segregated its personnel embarra.s.sed Kennedy and reinforced his determination to shun "racial politics."

Kennedy's relations.h.i.+p with Martin Luther King in 1961 reflected the administration's eagerness to avoid too much entanglement in civil rights struggles. King was not invited to the Inauguration nor to a meeting of civil rights leaders on March 6 in Bobby's office. As King biographer Taylor Branch said, "King's name was too sensitive at the time, too a.s.sociated with ongoing demonstrations that were vexing politicians in the South." In late March, after King asked for a private appointment with Kennedy, O'Donnell

The gestures were of a piece with other administration actions the Kennedys believed gave them a claim on the appreciation of civil rights leaders. A White House "Summary of Civil Rights Progress for the Nine Months-January 20 Through October 1961" stated the Kennedy case. It described the president's Executive Order establis.h.i.+ng a "Committee on Equal Employment Opportunity with far greater power of enforcement than held by any predecessor agencies" and its record of having persuaded "about half of the fifty largest government contractors to undertake specific 'plans for progress' involving recruitment, training, hiring and upgrading of Negro employees." The committee hoped to enlist all fifty contractors in this program of "affirmative action" by the end of the year. More than "fifty outstanding Negroes" had already been appointed to high-level policy-making jobs in the administration, and government agencies were actively recruiting "qualified Negroes for federal service in the U.S. and overseas." The Justice Department had filed twelve voting rights suits and intended to "support in every appropriate way efforts of Negroes to... register and vote." The administration had taken legal action and given moral and political backing to implement school desegregation across the South. And the president had set up a subcabinet group on civil rights to coordinate all federal civil rights actions. Finally, the administration stated its intention to end segregation and other forms of discrimination in interstate bus, train, and plane travel everywhere in the country within a year.

The claim about desegregating interstate transportation was a good example of why the Kennedys had limited credibility with civil rights leaders. The administration had been reluctantly drawn into the controversy. In early May, thirteen black and white members of CORE boarded Greyhound and Trailway buses in Was.h.i.+ngton, D.C., to travel to New Orleans through Virginia, the Carolinas, Georgia, and Alabama. The goal was to reach New Orleans by May 17, the seventh anniversary of the Supreme Court's school desegregation ruling. Although CORE had notified the Justice Department of its actions and a reporter had told Bobby, the White House itself had no advance warning of the trip. On May 15, newspaper stories about violence in Alabama against the Freedom Riders caught the Kennedys by surprise. Kennedy, who was scheduled to go to Canada in two days, saw the headlines as another blow to America's international prestige. "Can't you get your G.o.dd.a.m.ned friends off those buses?" he asked Harris Wofford. "Tell them to call it off! Stop them!" When the Freedom Riders, several of whom had been badly beaten, abandoned the bus trip to fly from Birmingham to New Orleans and found themselves trapped in the Birmingham airport by bomb threats, Bobby asked Seigenthaler to go help them. "What sort of help do they need?" Seigenthaler asked. Bobby, who a week before at the University of Georgia had made a forceful statement of the administration's determination to enforce civil rights laws as a way to a.s.sist the fight against international communism, replied, "I think they primarily need somebody along just to hold their hand and let them know that we care."

The Kennedys believed that Bobby's Georgia speech, which had won praise from blacks and whites, and Seigenthaler's presence in Birmingham, where he helped get the Freedom Riders to New Orleans, were ample demonstrations of their commitment to civil rights and ent.i.tled them to cooperation and support from activists. A Gallup poll showing that only 24 percent of the country approved of what the Freedom Riders were doing and that 64 percent disapproved added to the Kennedys' conviction that their actions showed political courage.

Rights leaders, however, believed that the administration was doing as little as it could and much less than needed to be done. Consequently, a group of Nashville students, despite warnings that they might be killed and counterpressure from Seigenthaler, decided to go to Birmingham and then complete the bus trip to New Orleans. On their arrival, they were arrested and imprisoned by local police for violating segregation laws. The activists, held illegally in "protective custody," demanded immediate release to resume their trip. To keep the president clear of "racial politics," Bobby told the press that only he and his deputies were discussing how to proceed. But Kennedy met with this team in his bedroom, where he sat in pajamas before an uneaten breakfast. All agreed that they needed a plan for direct intervention. They ruled out federalizing the Alabama National Guard, which would add to the sense of crisis and engage the president beyond what they wanted. Instead, the president called Alabama governor John Patterson, his most reliable southern ally during the 1960 campaign. Patterson, who had no intention of falling on his sword for the Kennedys, replied through a State House operator that he was fis.h.i.+ng in the Gulf of Mexico and was unreachable. When another call to Patterson from Kennedy brought a more direct refusal to talk, Bobby told the governor's aides that the president would be compelled to send in federal forces unless Patterson agreed to protect the Freedom Riders. Grudging agreement from Patterson to act and pressure from Bobby on Greyhound to find a driver who would risk driving an integrated bus finally got the protesters on their way to Montgomery.

In order to get Greyhound on board, Bobby had been forced to threaten a company supervisor in Birmingham. "Do you know how to drive a bus?" Bobby had asked with controlled rage. When the man said no, Bobby exploded: "Well, surely somebody in the d.a.m.n bus company can drive a bus, can't they?... I think you... had better be getting in touch with Mr. Greyhound or whoever Greyhound is, and somebody better give us an answer to this question. I am-the Government is-going to be very much upset if this group does not get to continue their trip." Eavesdroppers on Bobby's telephone conversation leaked it to the press, which ran front-page stories across the South charging that Bobby was backing and abetting the Freedom Riders. In addition to the bad publicity in the South, the reports gave the Kennedys little credit with civil rights backers, who saw Bobby as reacting rather than leading on an important issue. And they undermined the administration's political influence with southern congressmen and senators, who now seemed certain to make life more difficult than ever for Kennedy on the Hill. "I never recovered from it," Bobby later said of the newspaper allegations.

The ordeal of the activists and the administration's struggle to protect them resumed in Montgomery, where a white mob carrying ax handles, baseball bats, chains, and lead pipes a.s.saulted the Freedom Riders at the bus terminal. In the absence of city policemen, who shared local antagonism to the riders, the unrestrained mob beat the activists, reporters, photographers, and Seigenthaler, who tried to protect two women being pummeled. John Doar, a Justice Department attorney on a.s.signment in Montgomery, was watching from a federal building window. He described the melee to Burke Marshall on the telephone in Was.h.i.+ngton. "Oh, there are fists, punching!" he shouted into the phone. "There are no cops. It's terrible! It's terrible! There's not a cop in sight. People are yelling, 'There those n.i.g.g.e.rs are! Get 'em, get 'em!' It's awful." Rioters with pipes clubbed Seigenthaler to the ground, where he lay unconscious for half an hour before being taken to a hospital.

Patterson refused to discuss the latest riot with Bobby, and after a conversation with Jack, who was away for the weekend in Middleburg, Virginia, Bobby decided to send federal marshals to Montgomery to protect the "interstate travelers." News that King was also heading for Montgomery, to preach to the Freedom Riders at black minister Ralph Abernathy's First Baptist Church, upset Bobby, who unsuccessfully tried to dissuade King from putting himself in harm's way and adding to the local tensions. To guarantee King's safety, fifty U.S. marshals met him at the airport and escorted him to Abernathy's home. After Byron White, Kennedy's old friend and a deputy U.S. attorney general, met with Governor Patterson, who demanded withdrawal of the U.S. marshals, White called the president to recommend just that. But Kennedy, who had issued a statement after the riot at the Montgomery bus terminal saying that the U.S. government would meet its responsibility to maintain public calm, rejected White's suggestion.

Except for his statement issued from the White House press office, Kennedy remained out of sight, though Bobby consulted with him constantly during the weekend. On Sunday, May 21, a new violent confrontation erupted between the marshals and a white mob surrounding Abernathy's church, where fifteen hundred supporters of the Freedom Riders had gathered to hear King speak. To continue insulating the president from the crisis, Bobby took the lead in deploying the marshals and negotiating with local law enforcement to keep the peace. During repeated mob a.s.saults on the church, which the marshals repelled with tear gas, King and Bobby clashed on the telephone. While King and his audience waited for more marshals to arrive, he told Bobby, "If they don't get here immediately, we're going to have a b.l.o.o.d.y confrontation." After Alabama National Guardsmen replaced the marshals and intimidated people inside the church by refusing to let them leave, King upbraided Bobby for having abandoned the congregation to the control of Patterson's hostile guardsmen. "Now, Reverend," Bobby replied impatiently, "you know just as well as I do that if it hadn't been for the U.S. marshals you'd be dead as Kelsey's nuts right now." Bobby's reference did not amuse King, who had never heard the Irish expression describing impotence. "Who's Kelsey?" he asked some aides. "That ended the conversation," Wofford says, "but there were harder words to come."

Although the people in the church were allowed to depart before dawn and the administration had a sense of triumph at having preserved law and order, the gulf between the Kennedys and civil rights advocates deepened. When Patterson had complained that the presence of U.S. marshals in Alabama was "destroying us politically," Bobby replied, "John, it's more important that these people in the church survive physically than for us to survive politically." But on Monday, after the all-night crisis at the church, Bobby wanted the Freedom Riders to call off their campaign. "They had made their point," he told Wofford. Publicly, Bobby called for a "cooling-off" period. James Farmer of CORE responded sharply. "Negroes have been cooling off for a hundred years," he said, and would be "in a deep freeze if they cooled any further." For his part, King told Time Time magazine, "Wait, means 'Never.'" When a reporter asked Ralph Abernathy if he was concerned about embarra.s.sing the president, Abernathy answered, "Man, we've been embarra.s.sed all our lives." King told some of his a.s.sociates after rejecting Bobby's request, "You know, they don't understand the social revolution going on in the world, and therefore they don't understand what we're doing." magazine, "Wait, means 'Never.'" When a reporter asked Ralph Abernathy if he was concerned about embarra.s.sing the president, Abernathy answered, "Man, we've been embarra.s.sed all our lives." King told some of his a.s.sociates after rejecting Bobby's request, "You know, they don't understand the social revolution going on in the world, and therefore they don't understand what we're doing."

After he had issued his public statement on the disorders in Alabama, Kennedy met with a group of liberals, including the actor Harry Belafonte and Eugene Rostow, the dean of the Yale School and W. W. Rostow's brother. Belafonte respectfully asked if the president "could say something a little more about the Freedom Riders." No less respectfully, but more forcefully, Rostow urged "the need for moral leaders.h.i.+p on the substantive issue of equal access to public facilities." After they left, Kennedy asked Wofford, "What in the world does [Rostow] think I should do? Doesn't he know I've done more for civil rights than any President in American history? How could any man have done more than I've done?" There was something to be said for Kennedy's point, but not as much as he thought. He had gone beyond other presidents, but it was not enough to keep up with the determined efforts of African Americans to end two centuries of oppression.

When the Freedom Riders returned to Was.h.i.+ngton after serving time in a Jackson, Mississippi, jail, Kennedy refused to see them at the White House. Nor would he follow Wofford's suggestion that he issue a statement, which "Eisenhower never did... to give clear moral expression to the issues involved. The only effective time for such moral leaders.h.i.+p is during an occasion of moral crisis," Wofford a.s.serted. "This is the time when your words would mean most." Black leaders and newspaper editorials were complaining that "despite your criticism of Eisenhower on this score, you have not chosen yet to say anything about the right of Americans to travel without discrimination." Because making the moral case for a statement seemed unlikely to persuade Kennedy, Wofford also emphasized its impact on foreign affairs. "Some such vigorous statement and public appeal, on top of the effective actions of the Attorney General, past and planned, should have a good effect abroad. I note from reading the foreign press that some strong Presidential statement is awaited."

Kennedy's refusal to follow Wofford's suggestion rested on his conviction that he had done as much as he could. He understood the sense of injustice that blacks felt toward a system of apartheid in a country priding itself on traditions of freedom and equal opportunity. Southern abuse of blacks, including physical intimidation of courageous men and women practicing nonviolent protest, was not lost on him. He knew this was not simply a five-or-ten-cent increase in the minimum wage but an issue that contradicted the country's credo. Nonetheless, he gave it a lower priority than the danger of a nuclear war in which tens of millions of people could be killed and the planet suffer damages that would jeopardize human survival. He seemed to operate on the false a.s.sumption that openly and aggressively committing himself to equal rights for black Americans would somehow undermine his pursuit of world peace. Many civil rights activists justifiably concluded that Kennedy simply did not have the moral commitment to their cause, that his background as a rich man insulated from contacts with African Americans and their plight made him more an interested observer than a visceral proponent, like Hubert Humphrey, of using federal power to cure the country's greatest social ill.

FROM MAY 16 to 18, in the midst of the strife in Alabama, Kennedy made his first trip as president abroad, to Canada. Although he knew that the timing of his visit might anger civil rights activists, he saw conversations in Ottawa as too important to be deferred. Prime Minister John Diefenbaker, who wished to separate Canada from U.S. Cold War policies, opposed Was.h.i.+ngton's pressure for Canadian members.h.i.+p in the Organization of American States and requests to deploy nuclear weapons on Canadian soil. Because Kennedy had no hope of changing Diefenbaker's mind through private conversations, he used a speech before Parliament to plead the case for U.S. policies. He described America's historic friends.h.i.+p with Canada as the "unity of equal and independent nations," and urged Canadians to join the OAS as one way to make "this entire area more secure against aggression of all kinds." He emphasized how heartened the OAS would be by Canada's partic.i.p.ation. As important, he urged the deployment of nuclear weapons for the defense of all NATO areas, meaning Canada as well as Europe, and warned, "Our opponents are watching to see if we in the West are divided. They take courage when we are." to 18, in the midst of the strife in Alabama, Kennedy made his first trip as president abroad, to Canada. Although he knew that the timing of his visit might anger civil rights activists, he saw conversations in Ottawa as too important to be deferred. Prime Minister John Diefenbaker, who wished to separate Canada from U.S. Cold War policies, opposed Was.h.i.+ngton's pressure for Canadian members.h.i.+p in the Organization of American States and requests to deploy nuclear weapons on Canadian soil. Because Kennedy had no hope of changing Diefenbaker's mind through private conversations, he used a speech before Parliament to plead the case for U.S. policies. He described America's historic friends.h.i.+p with Canada as the "unity of equal and independent nations," and urged Canadians to join the OAS as one way to make "this entire area more secure against aggression of all kinds." He emphasized how heartened the OAS would be by Canada's partic.i.p.ation. As important, he urged the deployment of nuclear weapons for the defense of all NATO areas, meaning Canada as well as Europe, and warned, "Our opponents are watching to see if we in the West are divided. They take courage when we are."

Diefenbaker resented Kennedy's attempt to force him into unwanted actions, and after Kennedy returned to the United States, the prime minister threatened him with the publication of a memo in which Kennedy allegedly described Diefenbaker as an s...o...b.. Ted Sorensen claimed that the handwritten note included an illegible reference to the OAS and nothing about Diefenbaker. After the memo incident, Bobby recalled that his brother "hated... Diefenbaker-had contempt for him." In a private, candid response to the flap over the memo, Kennedy said, "I didn't think Diefenbaker was a son of a b.i.t.c.h, I thought he was a p.r.i.c.k." ("I couldn't have called him an s...o...b..," Kennedy joked. "I didn't know he was one-at that time.") Personal animus aside, the visit to Canada added to Kennedy's foreign policy worries. Like Churchill during World War II, he could complain that the only thing worse than having allies was not having them.

The trip to Canada and a special message to Congress on May 25, a week after his return from Ottawa, reflected Kennedy's ongoing concern to restore confidence in his foreign policy leaders.h.i.+p after the Bay of Pigs failure. Normally, he explained, a president spoke only annually on the state of the union, but these were "extraordinary times" confronting Americans with an "extraordinary challenge." Delivering his speech from the well of the House before a joint session, Kennedy solemnly reminded the Congress that the U.S. had become the world's "leader in freedom's cause.... The great battleground for the defense and expansion of freedom today," he said, "is the whole southern half of the globe-Asia, Latin America, Africa, and the Middle East-the lands of the rising peoples." The adversaries of freedom were working to capture this revolution and turn it to their advantage. And although they possessed "a powerful intercontinental striking force, [and] large forces for conventional war," their "aggression is more often concealed than open."

Since America's advantage in numbers of nuclear weapons and capacity to deliver them was secondary in this "battle for minds and souls," Kennedy omitted mention of it. Nor did he feel compelled to include the civil rights movement across the South as part of the struggle of oppressed peoples against "injustice, tyranny, and exploitation." It would be no selling point to southern congressmen and senators, whose votes were essential to increase appropriations for national defense.

The nation's security, he explained, depended first on a stronger American economy. And this meant reducing unemployment through a Manpower Development and Training program that would give hundreds of thousands of workers displaced by technological changes new job skills. Second, business and labor needed to improve America's balance of payments at the same time they held down prices and wages. He also proposed a new Act for International Development that could raise living standards in developing countries and make them less vulnerable to communist subversion. An increase in funding for the United States Information Agency would also combat communism in the propaganda wars being waged on radio and television in Latin America and Asia.

Expanded military a.s.sistance programs for Southeast Asian, Latin American, and African countries were no less important. In addition, spending on new kinds of forces and weapons would give the United States greater flexibility to fight either a traditional ground war or an unconventional guerrilla conflict. This was not a recommendation for diminished nuclear fighting capacity; Kennedy believed it essential to maintain the country's nuclear a.r.s.enal at the highest level as well. Improved intelligence, especially after the Bay of Pigs, was yet another priority. It was "both legitimate and necessary as a means of self-defense in an age of hidden perils."

Halfway through his speech, Kennedy came to even bigger ticket items. He wanted to triple spending on civil defense, with additional large increases in the future. "Apathy, indifference, and skepticism" had greeted past suggestions for a national civil defense policy, Kennedy declared. Indeed, comedians had ridiculed arguments that a "well-designed" program could save millions of American lives, facetiously instructing students during a nuclear attack to "move away from windows, crouch under desks, put your head between your legs, and kiss your a.s.s good-bye." As for survival in a nuclear war, 83 percent of people polled saw their chances as poor or no more than fifty-fifty. Ninety-five percent of the public had made no plans to prepare their homes for a nuclear conflict. A majority was more receptive to building community fallout shelters, but overcoming national skepticism about an effective civil defense program was a hard sell. Soviet citizens were no less cynical about civil defense. "What should I do if a nuclear bomb falls?" a Moscow joke went. "Cover yourself with a sheet and crawl slowly to the nearest cemetery. Why slowly? To avoid panic."

Initially, Kennedy himself had been skeptical of investing in a costly fallout shelter program. In early May, when he met with several governors urging an expanded program, he had doubts that a more extensive civil defense plan would "really do the job." Marcus Raskin, an aide at the NSC, reinforced Kennedy's skepticism. Raskin expressed "great fears for this civil defense program," which he did not think would "decrease the probabilities of war" and might even increase them. Moreover, any proposal seemed likely to intensify an unresolvable argument over whether blast or fallout shelters would save more lives.

But shelter advocates gave Kennedy two reasons for going ahead. Publicizing a shelter program "would show the world that the U.S... is really prepared to suffer the consequences" of a war and "would thus strengthen our negotiating position" and allied confidence in America's willingness to protect them against Soviet aggression. Second, an expanded civil defense program would put additional strains on the Soviet economy by forcing them to spend more on nuclear arms-in retrospect, an amazing, even nutty, prescription for protecting Americans from a potential nuclear attack.

There was more. Kennedy described the program as an insurance policy, "which we could never forgive ourselves for forgoing in the event of catastrophe." The slightest possibility that millions of lives could be saved was enough to convince any president that he needed to make it part of the country's national defense. Criticism from New York governor Nelson Rockefeller, a likely Republican opponent in 1964, of the administration's "complacency" on the issue was not lost on Kennedy. Indeed, Rockefeller's political challenge was more important than any real hope that the so-called shelters could save millions of Americans from an initial nuclear blast or the subsequent radiation fallout.

Kennedy's other major initiative in his speech was a declaration of intent to land a man on the moon and return him to earth before the end of the decade. Such a mission, he believed, would be of compelling value in the contest with the Soviets for international prestige, as well as a way to convince allies and neutral Third World nations of American superiority. Because he saw such a commitment as certain to divert resources from other essential needs for years to come, he believed Americans would be reluctant to embrace the idea. Indeed, Sorensen noted that the only time Kennedy ever departed extensively from a prepared text in speaking to Congress was in emphasizing the pointlessness of going ahead with a manned moon landing unless the country was willing to make the necessary sacrifices. "There is no sense in agreeing or desiring that the United States take an affirmative position in outer s.p.a.ce, unless we are prepared to do the work and bear the burdens," he said. And, as he antic.i.p.ated, Kennedy faced substantial opposition-both among the general public and within the government. A panel of scientists Eisenhower had asked to evaluate a moon flight had believed it worth doing, but Eisenhower saw a manned moon landing as a "stunt" and said privately that he "couldn't care less whether a man ever reached the moon." Kennedy's science advisers conceded that successful s.p.a.ce probes could advance America's international prestige, but they doubted that the U.S. could beat the Russians to the moon and warned that such a project could be prohibitively expensive. David Bell, Kennedy's budget director, wondered whether the benefits of manned s.p.a.ce flights would exceed the costs and said that the administration could find better and cheaper means of raising America's international standing. A majority of Americans agreed: 58 percent of the public thought it a poor idea to spend an estimated $40 billion-roughly $225 per person-on something the Soviets might beat them at.

But Kennedy refused to accept what he saw as a timid approach to s.p.a.ce exploration. Acknowledging in his speech that the Soviets had a lead on the United States and that no one could guarantee "that we shall one day be first," he did "guarantee that any failure to make this effort will make us last." Psychologically, the challenge of putting a man on the moon and beating the Russians in the effort to do it resonated with Kennedy's affinity for heroic causes and the whole spirit of the New Frontier. For Kennedy, it was "clearly one of the great human adventures of modern history." As he said in a later speech, "But why, some say, the moon?... And they may well ask, why climb the highest mountain? Why, thirty-five years ago, fly the Atlantic?... We choose to go to the moon in this decade, and do the other things, not because they are easy, but because they are hard; because that goal will serve to organize and measure the best of our energies and skills."

Other considerations were at work in shaping Kennedy's decision. He shared with James Webb, the head of NASA, and Johnson, the chairman of Kennedy's National s.p.a.ce Council, the conviction that a manned mission would yield technological, economic, and political advantages. The thirty to forty billion dollars the government seemed likely to spend on the project promised to advance America's ability to predict the weather and achieve high-speed electronic communications with satellites. s.p.a.ce spending would also provide jobs, and the political gains in the South and West, where NASA would primarily spend its funds, were not lost on savvy politicians like Kennedy and Johnson.

More important to Kennedy, however, than any tangible benefit was the potential boost to America's world image. In April, after Soviet cosmonaut Yury Gagarin had orbited the earth and the Bay of Pigs had humiliated the administration, Kennedy had asked Johnson to make "an overall survey of where we stand in s.p.a.ce. Do we have a chance of beating the Soviets by putting a laboratory in s.p.a.ce, or by a trip around the moon, or by a rocket to land on the moon, or by a rocket to go to the moon and back with a man? Is there any other s.p.a.ce program that promises dramatic results in which we could win?" Johnson had confirmed Kennedy's supposition that a strong effort was needed at once to catch and surpa.s.s the Soviets if the United States wanted to win "control over... men's minds through s.p.a.ce accomplishments." Landing a man on the moon would have "great propaganda value. The real 'compet.i.tion' in outer s.p.a.ce," Johnson had added, was between the communist and U.S. social systems. Control of outer s.p.a.ce would "determine which system of society and government [would] dominate the future.... In the eyes of the world, first in s.p.a.ce means first, period; second in s.p.a.ce is second in everything." When people complained about the costs of the moon mission, Johnson replied, "Now, would you rather have us be a second-rate nation or should we spend a little money?" The president obviously agreed.

Kennedy's concern about the impact of s.p.a.ce travel on the country's morale and its hold on world opinion registered clearly before NASA's first manned mission. Prior to Commander Alan Shepard's brief but successful s.p.a.ce flight on May 5, Kennedy talked to Rusk and Webb about the risks of television coverage. The president "is afraid of the reaction of the public in case there is a mishap in the firing," Evelyn Lincoln noted in her diary on May 1. Webb told Kennedy that "he had tried to keep the press away from this and likewise the TV but they had been given the go sign long before he took over. In fact, the previous administration had sold rights to Life Life magazine on reports of this launching." Kennedy, Lincoln added, had tried unsuccessfully to reach the network executive in charge of the TV coverage "to play down the publicity and this venture as much as possible." A Pierre Salinger follow-up call had had no better result. magazine on reports of this launching." Kennedy, Lincoln added, had tried unsuccessfully to reach the network executive in charge of the TV coverage "to play down the publicity and this venture as much as possible." A Pierre Salinger follow-up call had had no better result.

By contrast with civil defense, which in time proved to be a wasteful, foolish idea, a manned moon mission amounted to a highly constructive program with benefits much beyond the boost to America's international prestige. When the Shepard mission was a success, the television and magazine coverage was greatly appreciated by the administration, which realized that similar reporting could galvanize public support for the moon program.

In June, as Johnson rode in a car with the president, FCC director Newton Minow, and Shepard to a National Convention of Broadcasters, Kennedy poked the vice president and said, "You know, Lyndon, n.o.body knows that the Vice President is the Chairman of the s.p.a.ce Council. But if that flight had been a flop, I guarantee you that everybody would have known that you were the Chairman." Everyone laughed except Johnson, who looked glum and angry, especially after Minow chimed in, "Mr. President, if the flight would have been a flop, the Vice President would have been the next astronaut."

KENNEDY'S MAY 25 ADDRESS was also a forum for justifying a trip to Europe to meet with de Gaulle in Paris and Khrushchev in Vienna. He described discussions with de Gaulle as "permitting the kind of close and ranging consultation that will strengthen both our countries." Left unsaid were differences with the French that-like those with Canada-seemed harmful to U.S. national security. Kennedy hinted at the problems, saying in his May 25 speech, "Such serious conversations do not require a pale unanimity-they are rather the instruments of trust and understanding over a long road." was also a forum for justifying a trip to Europe to meet with de Gaulle in Paris and Khrushchev in Vienna. He described discussions with de Gaulle as "permitting the kind of close and ranging consultation that will strengthen both our countries." Left unsaid were differences with the French that-like those with Canada-seemed harmful to U.S. national security. Kennedy hinted at the problems, saying in his May 25 speech, "Such serious conversations do not require a pale unanimity-they are rather the instruments of trust and understanding over a long road."

De Gaulle was an inherited problem. Although the French leader liked to quote Sophocles' belief that "one must wait until the evening to see how splendid the day was," de Gaulle understood that he had become a legend in his own lifetime-"a great captain of the Western World," Kennedy called him. His leaders.h.i.+p of the Free French in World War II and his restoration of French influence after 1945 had established him as one of the twentieth century's greats, but his determination to reestablish France as a European and world power had also brought him into conflict with every president from FDR to JFK. At six-foot-three-and-a-half-inches, his physical stature complemented an imperiousness that had angered previous American presidents. Roosevelt had compared the temperamental de Gaulle to Joan of Arc and Clemenceau. He irritated Eisenhower no less. Indeed, in their January 19 meeting, Eisenhower had told Kennedy that de Gaulle's att.i.tude jeopardized the entire Western alliance.

But Kennedy had genuine regard for de Gaulle. He admired his courage in supporting unpopular causes and shared his conviction that only through difficulty could a leader realize his potential and that "small men cannot handle great events." Specifically, Kennedy agreed with de Gaulle's conviction that the West had to resist compromises with the Soviets over Berlin; needed to back self-determination in Africa, especially in Algeria, where de Gaulle was finally accepting an end to French control; and should integrate European economies as a way to avoid resurgent German nationalism. These common beliefs encouraged Kennedy's hopes for Franco-American cooperation.

Yet Kennedy also knew that differences over nuclear weapons, NATO, and Southeast Asia put considerable strain on America's relations with France. De Gaulle, who did not trust American commitments to defend Europe with nuclear weapons, wanted the United States to share nuclear secrets to help France build an independent deterrent. American proposals to provide "enough conventional strength in Europe to stay below the nuclear threshold" heightened de Gaulle's suspicion that the U.S. would not fight a nuclear war to preserve Europe from Soviet communism. De Gaulle also objected to American control over NATO's freedom to respond to a Soviet offensive. He was unwilling to commit France to a larger role in defending Southeast Asia against communist subversion. He dismissed Laos as a "peripheral area that can be abandoned with impunity" and warned about the difficulties of fighting in Vietnam.

De Gaulle, Kennedy believed, "seemed to prefer tension instead of intimacy in his relations with the United States as a matter of pride and independence." Harvard political scientist Nicholas Wahl, who had met de Gaulle several times, counseled the White House, "Even when there is a dialogue, one usually emerges with the impression that it has all been carefully 'managed' by de Gaulle from the beginning.... He often uses the third person to refer to himself, which is more his own historian speaking than the megalomaniac, the latter not being completely absent." Still, Kennedy hoped that his discussions with de Gaulle would at least create the appearance of Franco-American unity. Such an appearance could serve him well in his subsequent discussions with Khrushchev and help reestablish some of his lost credibility at home and abroad after the Bay of Pigs. It was a shrewd a.s.sessment of what he could gain from the visit to France: The public ceremonies were much more helpful to Kennedy than the private discussions. In preparation for their meeting, Kennedy read de Gaulle's war memoirs. De Gaulle's recollection that "behind his patrician mask of courtesy Roosevelt regarded me without benevolence," but that "for the sake of the future, we each had much to gain by getting along together" convinced Kennedy that de Gaulle would be publicly accommodating to him as well.

The only topic for discussion de Gaulle had agreed to in advance was Berlin. Since he had no hope that Kennedy would agree to tripart.i.te (the U.S., France, and the U.K.) consultations about Europe or to share nuclear secrets, de Gaulle wanted no discussion of these subjects. De Gaulle, who understood perfectly what Kennedy hoped to gain from seeing him, may have had some expectation that he could bend the inexperienced young president to his purposes, something he hadn't been able to do with Eisenhower. But his willingness to help Kennedy make the most of his Paris visit partly rested on concrete self-interest. Aside from possible improvements in France's world position, positive newspaper articles and huge crowds lining procession routes eager for a glimpse persuaded de Gaulle that he would gain politically from Kennedy's visit. De Gaulle, who almost never greeted English-speaking visitors in anything but French, asked Kennedy on his arrival, "Have you made a good aerial voyage?" The trip from Orly Airport to the center of Paris in an open limousine, with the two seated side by side and escorted by fifty motorcycle policemen decked out in special uniforms, demonstrated de Gaulle's regard for his visitor. At a formal dinner that night, de Gaulle praised Kennedy for his "energy and drive," and his "intelligence and courage." Although de Gaulle privately regarded Kennedy as "suffering the drawbacks of a novice," he said before the dinner audience, "Already we have discerned in you the philosophy of the true statesman, who... looks to no easy formula or expedient to lighten the responsibility which is his burden and his honor."

Berlin, NATO, Laos, and Vietnam received their share of attention during three days of talks, but no minds were changed or major decisions made. Kennedy used the talks to flatter de Gaulle, showing him the sort of deference the seventy-year-old expected from the young, inexperienced American who had proved, in de Gaulle's words, "somewhat fumbling and over eager" after the Bay of Pigs. Kennedy had memorized quotes from de Gaulle's memoirs and gave him an original letter from Was.h.i.+ngton to Lafayette, which de Gaulle considered a thoughtful, tasteful gift. "You've studied being head of a country for fifty years," JFK said to him. "Have you found out anything I should know?" De Gaulle advised him to hear the advice of others but to decide matters for himself and live by his own counsel. When de Gaulle told him that intervention in Southeast Asia would be "a bottomless military and political quagmire," Kennedy expressed the hope that "you will not say that in public." De Gaulle replied, "Of course not. I never speak to the press. Never." Kennedy was indeed grateful that de Gaulle gave no public indication of their differences over Europe and Asia. He also listened respectfully to everything de Gaulle told him, though after their talks, Kennedy told an English friend that de Gaulle cared for nothing except the "selfish" interests of his country.

So the conference was a case study in symbol over substance. Photographs and television pictures of the two standing together were by themselves a boost to Kennedy's prestige. The legendary de Gaulle treating JFK as an equal immediately raised Kennedy to the level of a world statesman. His was an image of vibrancy, competence, and strength.

The greatest enemy of this image was Kennedy's health. During his visit to Canada, while turning over a spadeful of earth at a tree-planting ceremony at Government House in Ottawa, Kennedy had aggravated his chronic back problem; he had triggered painful spasms by forgetting to bend his knees, but this was an injury waiting to happen. The bone loss and destruction in his lower back from steroids had been the source of back pain since at least 1940. And while the 1954 surgery that his Addison's disease had made so risky had given him some limited relief, he continued to live with almost constant discomfort. As president, he sometimes took five hot showers a day to ease his pain. A rocking chair, which put less pressure on the muscles and nerves in his lower back than a conventional chair or sofa with soft cus.h.i.+ons, gave him additional relief. Procaine, a variation of novocaine, injected into his lower back since 1951, also eased his pain. (During periods of travel, when he had less access to the hydrotherapy and the rocking chair, he relied more on the procaine.) During the campaign in 1960, he had begun seeing Dr. Max Jacobson, the New York physician who had made a reputation for treating celebrities with "pep pills," or amphetamines, that helped combat depression and fatigue. Jacobson, whom patients called "Dr. Feelgood," administered back injections of painkillers and amphetamines that allowed Kennedy to stay off crutches, which he believed essential to project a picture of robust good health. All of this