Chapter 59
"We thought so," said the MPs, shaking their heads. They went back over to the idiot soldier and started b.i.t.c.hing him out for lying and wasting their time.
Serves him right for getting into a fight started by his girlfriend.
I came back West with a shattered bone. The guys all made fun of me for my weak genes. But the injury wasn't all that funny for me, because the doctors couldn't figure out whether they should operate or not. My finger set a little deeper in my hand, not quite where it should be.
In San Diego, one of the doctors took a look and decided they might be able to fix it by pulling it and resetting it in the socket.
I told him to give it a go.
"You want some painkiller?" he asked.
"Nah," I said. They'd done the same thing at the Army hospital back East, and it hadn't really hurt.
Maybe Navy doctors pull harder. The next thing I knew I was lying flat back on a table in the cast room. I'd pa.s.sed out and p.i.s.sed myself from the pain.
But at least I got away without surgery.
And for the record, I've since changed my fighting style to accommodate my weaker hand.
READY TO GO
I had to wear a cast for a few weeks, but more and more I got into the swing of things. The pace built up as we got ready to s.h.i.+p out. There was only one down note: we had been a.s.signed to a western province in Iraq. From what we had heard, nothing was going on there. We tried to get transferred to Afghanistan, but we couldn't get released by the area commander.
That didn't sit too well with us, certainly not with me. If I was going back to war, I wanted to be in the action, not twiddling my (broken) fingers in the desert. Being a SEAL, you don't want to sit around with your thumb up your a.s.s; you want to get in the action.
Still, it felt good to be getting back to war. I'd been burned out when I came home, completely overwhelmed and emotionally drained. But now I felt recharged and ready to go.
I was ready to kill some more bad guys.
CHAPTER 13
Mortality
BLIND
It seemed like every dog in Sadr City was barking.
I scanned the darkness through my night vision, tense as
Like a lot of the other drab-brown buildings on the street, the house we were heading to had a metal grate in front of the door. We lined up to breach it. Just then, someone appeared from behind the grate at the door and said something in Arabic.
Our interpreter stepped over and told him to open up.
The man inside said he didn't have a key.
One of the other SEALs told him to go get it. The man disappeared, running up the stairs somewhere.
s.h.i.+t!
"Go!" I yelled. "Break the grate the f.u.c.k in."
We rushed in and started clearing the house. The two bottom levels were empty.
I raced up the stairs to the third floor and moved to the doorway of a room facing the street, leaning back against the wall as the rest of my guys stacked to follow. As I started to take a step, the whole room blew up.
By some miracle, I hadn't been hit, though I sure felt the force of the blast.
"Who the f.u.c.k just threw a frag!" I yelled.
n.o.body. And the room itself was empty. Someone had just fired an RPG into the house.
Gunfire followed. We regrouped. The Iraqi who'd been inside had clearly escaped to alert the nearby insurgents where we were. Worse, the walls in the house proved pretty flimsy, unable to stand up to the rocket grenades that were being fired at us. If we stayed here, we were going to get fried.
Out of the house! Now!
The last of my guys had just cleared out of the building when the street shook with a huge force: the insurgents had set off an IED down the street. The blast was so powerful it knocked a few of us off our feet. Ears ringing, we ran to another building nearby. But as we were fixing to enter it, all h.e.l.l broke loose. We got gunfire from every direction, including above.
A shot flew into my helmet. The night went black. I was blind.
It was my first night in Sadr City, and it looked like it was soon going to be my last on earth.
OUT WEST
Until that point, I had spent an uneventful, even boring fourth deployment in Iraq.
Delta Platoon had arrived roughly a month before, traveling out to al-Qa'im in western Iraq, near the Syrian border. Our mission was supposed to involve long-range desert patrols, but we'd spent our time building a base camp with the help of a few Seabees. Not only was there no action to speak of, but the Marines who owned the base were in the process of shutting it down, meaning that we'd have to move out soon after we set it up. I have no idea what the logic was.
Morale had hit rock bottom when my chief risked his life early one morning-by that I mean he entered my room and shook me awake.
"What the h.e.l.l?" I yelled, jumping up.
"Easy," said my chief. "You need to get dressed and come with me."
"I just got to sleep."
"You'll want to come with me. They're putting together a task unit over in Baghdad."
A task unit? All right!
It was like something out of the movie Groundhog Day, but in a good way. The last time this had happened to me, I was in Baghdad heading west. Now I was west, and heading east.
Why exactly, I wasn't sure.