Chapter 72
But Cecilia says it is a charming scheme, and sighs for its accomplishment. Whereupon a telegram is written and sent to Cyril. It is carefully worded, and, though strictly truthful in letter, rather suggests the idea that his instant return to Chetwoode will be the only means of saving his entire family from asphyxiation. It is a thrilling telegram, almost bound to bring him back without delay, had he but one grain of humanity left in his composition.
It evokes an answer that tells them he has started on receipt of their message, and names the day and hour they may expect him, wind and weather permitting.
It is night,--a rather damp, decidedly unlovely night. The little station at Truston is almost deserted: only the station-master and two melancholy porters represent life in its most dejected aspect. Outside the railings stands the Chetwoode carriage, the horses foaming and champing their bits in eager impatience to return again to their comfortable stables.
Guy, with a cigar between his lips, is pacing up and down, indifferent alike to the weather or the delay. One of the melancholy porters, who is evidently in the final stage of depression, tells him the train was due five minutes ago, and hopes dismally there has been no accident higher up on the line. Guy, who is lost in thought, hopes so too, and instantly offers the man a cigar, through force of habit, which the moody one takes sadly, and deposits in a half-hearted fas.h.i.+on in one of his numerous rambling pockets to show to his children when he gets home.
"If ever I _do_ get home," he says to himself, hopelessly, taking out and lighting an honest clay that has seen considerable service.
Then a shrill whistle rings through the air, the train steams lazily into the station, and Guy, casting a hasty glance at the closed blinds of the carriage outside, hastens forward to meet Cyril, who is the only pa.s.senger for Truston to-night.
"Has anything happened?" he asks, anxiously, advancing to greet Sir Guy.
"Yes, but nothing to make you uneasy. Do not ask me any questions now: you will hear all when you get home."
"Our mother is well?"
"Quite well. Are you ready? What a beastly objectionable night it is!
Have you seen to everything, Buckley? Get in, Cyril. I am going outside to finish my cigar."
When Guy chooses, he is energetic. Cyril is not, and allows himself to be pushed unresistingly in the direction of the carriage.
"Hurry, man: the night is freezing," says Guy, giving him a final touch.
"Home, Buckley."
Guy springs up in front. Cyril finds himself in the brougham, and in another instant they are beyond the station railings, rolling along the road leading to Chetwoode.
As Cyril closes the door and turns round, the light of the lamps outside reveals to him the outline of a dark figure seated beside him.
"Is it you, Lilian?" he asks, surprised; and then the dark figure leans forward, throws back a furred hood, and Cecilia's face, pale, but full of a glad triumph, smiles upon him.
"You!" exclaims he,
Whereupon Cecilia nods almost saucily, though the tears are thick within her lovely eyes, and answers him:
"Yes, it is even I. Are you glad or sorry, that you stare so rudely at me? and never a word of greeting! Shame, then! Have you left all your manners behind you in Amsterdam? I have come all this way, this cold night, to bid you welcome and bring you home to Chetwoode, and yet---- Oh, Cyril!" suddenly flinging herself into his longing arms, "it is all right at last, my dear--dear--_dear_, and you may love me again as much as ever you like!"
When explanations have come to an end, and they are somewhat calmer, Cyril says:
"But how is it that you are here with Guy, and going to Chetwoode?"
"I am staying at Chetwoode. Your mother came herself, and brought me back with her. How kind she is, how sweet! Even had I never known you, I should have loved her dearly."
This last a.s.surance from the lips of his beloved makes up the sum of Cyril's content.
"Tell me more, sweetheart," he says, contented only to listen. With his arms round her, with her face so close to his, with both their hearts beating in happy unison, he hardly cares to question, but is well pleased to keep silence, and listen to the soft, loving babble that issues from her lips. Her very words seem to him, who has so long wearied for them, set to tenderest music. "Like flakes of feathered snow, they melted as they fell."
"I have so much to tell, I scarcely know where to begin. Do you know you are to escort me to a ball at Mrs. Steyne's next week? No? why, you know nothing; so much for sojourning in Amsterdam. Then I suppose you are ignorant of the fact that I have ordered the most delicious dress you ever beheld to grace the occasion and save myself from disgracing you.
And you are to be very proud of me, and to admire me immensely, or I shall never forgive you."
"I am pretty certain not to deserve condign punishment on that score,"
fondly. "Darling, can it be really true that we are together again, that all the late horrible hopelessness is at an end? Cecilia, if this should prove a dream, and I awoke now, it would kill me."
"Nay, it is no dream," softly. Turning up her perfect face, until the lips are close to his, she whispers, "Kiss me, and be convinced."
CHAPTER x.x.xII.
"How hard it is to hide the sparks of nature!"
--_Cymbeline._
"No, truly, Ursula, she is too disdainful I know, her spirits are as coy and wild As haggards of the rock.
Disdain and scorn ride sparkling in her eyes, Misprising what they look on."
--_Much Ado About Nothing._
"Sir Guy," says Miss Chesney, two days later, bursting into his private sanctum as "the eve is declining," in a rather stormy fas.h.i.+on, "I must ask you to speak to your groom Buckley: he has been exceedingly rude to me."
"Rude? Buckley?" exclaims Sir Guy, with a frown, throwing down the paper he has been trying to read in the fast growing gloom. It is dusk, but the red light of the fire flickers full upon his face, betraying the anger that is gathering there. A looker-on would have readily understood by it that Buckley's hours for grooming at Chetwoode are few.
"Yes. I told him to have Saracen saddled for me to-morrow morning, as the meet is at Ryston, and I expect a good run; and he said he should not do it without your permission, or orders, or something equally impertinent."
"Saracen!" returns Chetwoode, aghast, losing sight of Buckley's miserable behavior, or rather condoning it on the spot; "you don't mean to tell me that for one moment you dreamed of riding Saracen?"
"Certainly I did. And why not?" preparing for battle.
"Because the idea is simply absurd. You could not possibly ride him. He is not half trained."
"Archibald rode him last week, and says he is perfect, and quite safe. I have decided on trying him to-morrow."
"I wish Chesney would not put such thoughts into your head. He is _not_ safe, and he has never been ridden by a woman."
"That is just why I fancy him: I have often before now ridden horses that had never had a lady on their backs until I rode them. And to-morrow I feel sure will be a good day, besides being probably my last meet for the season."
"My dear child, I think it would indeed be your last meet were you to ride that brute: his temper is thoroughly uncertain."
"You told me a few days ago my hand could make any horse's mouth, and now----"
"I told you then what I tell you again now, that you are one of the best woman riders I ever saw. But for all that, you would find it impossible to manage Saracen."
"You refuse him to me, then?" with an ominous gleam in her eyes.