Encounter (5)
Chapter 1961 "Encounter (5)"
"Hate you? Chu Yi God, why should I hate you? I have no love for you so why would there be hate? Instead, I want to thank you. If it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t have found Di Cang and achieved the positive results we did."
The man’s stoic body stiffened into a rigid block. He would rather not hear that if possible. Hate meant they still had some sort of connection. Without that, what else did he have left? Nothing, that’s what. There’s nothing left for him….
Bitterness spread from within Chu Yi God’s mouth, leaving him pained and hurt to the depths of his heart.
"Yan’er, if I hadn’t given up on you for the world, would you have become my wife?"
"No," Bai Yan spelled this out in no uncertain terms to squash that idea, "I would never have married you. Before, I was dependent on you and nothing more. That’s not love. Love is what Di Cang and I have. He gave me happiness. He gave me his all. That is why I chose him. We share our all and nothing less."
Showing a faint smile, Chu Yi God expected this but that didn’t mean it wouldn’t hurt. "I thought as much…. You asked me before on why Chu Yi Feng looked so similar to me, did you not? I can tell you."
Bai Yan narrowed her eyes and locked onto that
"Yes," said the man with a shallow smile that brought a breeze to those who saw him, "he is the person I cultivated with my essence and soul. I couldn’t leave the Celestial Realm at the time so I sent him into the reincarnation cycle to find you…. Unfortunately, I can never compare to him despite being his creator…."
That’s right. His clone could stand by Bai Yan’s side while he couldn’t do at their lowest. In that respect, Chu Yi God was more of a failure than anyone in this world.
Bai Yan clenched her fists into a ball as her breathing grew heavy: "Then I want to ask another question. If no one helps Yi Feng, will anything happen to his body?"
"Nothing will happen." Chu Yi God shakes his head indifferently, "He is a complete person with his own thoughts. He may have been a clone of me from the beginning, but that’s not true anymore. Whatever he does is his own choice, that’s the result of him being reincarnated. However, part of my character remains with him, that is why he is destined to live his life alone."
Bai Yan’s heart shuddered over what the guy meant. Then closing her eyes, a tinge of pain swirled within the demon queen’s heart.
Yi Feng is doomed to live a life of solitude?
Why is fate so unfair!
"You’re in pain?" Chu Yi God didn’t miss the change in her demeanor, "Chu Yi Feng is right, he and I…. we’re not the same. Not only did he make a different choice, his position in your heart…. I am far worse than him. You will at least feel hurt when he’s in trouble."
At the end of the day, he not only lost to Di Cang, but also to another clone he himself created.
Bai Yan lowered her head as the sadness gripped her soul: "He originally didn’t need to carry so much baggage. It was you who created him and gave him hope at a new life, yet it’s also you who doomed him to a life of solitude."
Indifferent and undazed, Chu Yi God didn’t show any guilt: "This is his destiny."