Chapter 14
Their big white-winged canoes stopped only a few times at this island, which was not an important one, but nonetheless faithfully discharged their usual cargo of smallpox, measles, and tuberculosis, so that there were not many of the brown folk left. Afterward some resistance was built up, aided by Caucasian blood, and it was time for copra planters, religion, Mother Hubbards, and international conferences to determine whether this atoll, among others, belonged to London, Paris, Berlin, or Was.h.i.+ngton-large villages on the other side of the world.
A modus vivendi was finally reached, involving copra, Christianity, tobacco, and trading schooners. The island people, by this time a mixture of several races, were reasonably satisfied, though they did have many toothaches; and when one of their young men, who through a long chain of circ.u.mstances had studied in America, came back and sighed for the old days, the people laughed at him. They had only vague memories of that time, handed down through a series of interested missionaries.
Then someone in an office on the other side of the world decided that an island was needed. It may have been for a naval base, or perhaps an experimental station-the pale men had so many wars, and spent the rest of their time preparing for them. It does not matter any longer why the atoll was desired, for there are no men on it now and the gulls don't care. The natives were moved elsewhere, and spent some quiet years in a sick longing for home. n.o.body paid any attention to this, for the island was needed to safeguard the freedom of man, and after a time the older generation died off and the younger generation forgot. Meanwhile the white men disturbed the gulls for a little, putting up buildings and filling the lagoon with s.h.i.+ps.
Then, for some unimportant reason, the island was abandoned. It may have been through treaty, possibly through a defeat in war or an economic collapse. The wind and rain and creeping vines had never been defeated, only contained. Now they began the task of demolition.
For a few centuries, men had disturbed the timelessness of days and nights, rain and sun and stars and hurricanes, but now they were gone again. The surf rolled and chewed at the reef, the slow chill sliding of underwater currents gnawed at the foundations, but there were many polyps and they were still building.
The island would endure for a goodly fraction of a million years, so there was no hurry about anything.
By day fish leaped in the waters, and gulls hovered overhead, and the trees and bamboo grew with frantic haste; at night the moon was cold on tumbling surf and a phosph.o.r.escent track swirled behind the great shark who patrolled the outer waters. And there was peace.
The airjet whispered down out of darkness and the high bright stars. Invisible fingers of radar probed earthward, and a voice muttered over a beam. "Down-this way-okay, easy does it." The jet bounced to a halt in a clearing, and two men came out.
They were met by others, indistinct shadows in the moon-spattered night. One of them spoke with a dry Australian tw.a.n.g: "Dr. Grunewald, Dr. Manzelli, may I present Major Rosovsky-SriRamavashtar-Mr. Hw.a.n.g Pu-Yi---" He went on down the list; there were about a score present, including the two Americans.
Not so long ago, it would have been a strange, even impossible group: a Russian officer, a Hindu mystic, a French philosopher and religious writer, an Irish politician, a Chinese commissar, an Australian engineer, a Swedish financier-it was as if all the earth had gathered for a quiet insurrection. But none of them were now what they had been, and the common denominator was a yearning for something lost.
"I've brought the control apparatus," said Grunewald briskly. "How about the heavy stuff?"
"It's all here. We can start anytime," said the Irishman.
Grunewald glanced at his watch. "It's a couple of hours to midnight," he said aloud. "Can we be ready by then?"
"I think so," said the Russian. "It is almost all a.s.sembled."
Walking down toward the beach, he gestured at the bulking shape which lay black and awkward on the moon-whitened lagoon. He and one comrade had gotten the tramp steamer months ago and outfitted her with machines such that they two could sail her around the world. That had been their part of the job: not too difficult for determined men in the confusion of a dying civilization. They had sailed through the Baltic, picking up some of their cargo in Sweden, and had also touched in France, Italy, Egypt, and India on their way to the agreed destination. For some days, now, the work of a.s.sembling the s.p.a.ces.h.i.+p and her load had progressed rapidly.
The surf roared and rumbled, a deep full noise that s.h.i.+vered underfoot, and spouted whitely toward the constellations. Sand and coral scrunched beneath boots, the palms and bamboos rustled dryly with the small wind, and a disturbed parakeet racketed in the dark. Beyond this little beating of sound, there were only silence and sleep.
Further on, the ruin of an old barracks moldered in its shroud of vines. Grunewald smelled the flowers there, and the heavy dampness of rotting wood-it was a pungency which made his head swim. On the other side of the ruin stood some tents, recently put up, and above them towered the s.p.a.ces.h.i.+p.
That was a clean and beautiful thing, like a pillar of gray ice under the moon, poised starward. Grunewald looked at her with a curious blend of feelings: taut fierce glory of conquest, heart-catching knowledge of her loveliness, wistfulness that soon he would not understand the transcendent logic which had made her swift designing and building possible.
He looked at Manzelli. "I envy you, my friend," he said simply.
Several men were to ride her up, jockey her into an orbit, and do the final work of a.s.sembling and starting the field generator she bore. Then they would die, for there had not been time to prepare a means for their return.
Grunewald felt time like a hound on his heels. Soon the next star s.h.i.+p would be ready, and they were building others everywhere. Then there would be no stopping the march of the race, and of time. Tonight the last hope of mankind-human mankind-was being readied; there could not be another, if this failed.
"I think," he said, "that all the world will cry with relief before sunrise."
"No," said the Australian practically. "They'll be madder'n a nest of hornets. You'll have to allow a while for them to realize they've been saved."Well, there would be time, then. The s.p.a.ces.h.i.+p was equipped with defenses beyond the capacity of pre-change man to overcome in less than a century. Her robots would destroy any other s.h.i.+ps or missiles sent up from Earth. And man, the whole living race, would have a chance to catch his breath and remember his first loves, and after that he would not want to attack the s.p.a.ces.h.i.+p.
The others had unloaded the jet from America and brought its delicate cargo to this place. Now they laid the crates on the ground, and Grunewald and Manzelli began opening them with care. Someone switched on a floodlight, and in its harsh white glare they forgot the moon and the sea around them.
Nor were they aware of the long noiseless form which slipped overhead and hung there like a shark swimming in the sky, watching. Only after it had spoken to them did they look up.
The amplified voice had been gentle, there was almost a note of regret in it. "Sorry to disappoint you, but you've done enough."
Staring wildly upward, Grunewald saw the steel s.h.i.+mmer above and his heart stumbled within him. The Russian yanked out a pistol and fired, the shots yammering futilely under the steady beat of surf. A gabble came from wakened birds, and their wings flapped loud among the soughing palms.
Manzelli cursed, whirled on his heel, and plunged into the s.p.a.ces.h.i.+p. There were guns in it which could bring down that riding menace, and- Grunewald, diving for cover, saw a turret in the vessel's flank swing about and thrust, a nose skyward. He threw himself on his belly. That cannon fired atomic sh.e.l.ls!
From the hovering enemy sprang a beam of intense, eye-searing flame. The cannon muzzle slumped, glowed white. The thin finger wrote destruction down the flank of the s.h.i.+p until it reached the cones of her gravitic drive. There it played for minutes, and the heat of melting steel p.r.i.c.kled men's faces.
A giant atomic-hydrogen torch-Grunewald's mind was dazed. We can't take off now--- Slowly, the very walls of the crippled s.p.a.ces.h.i.+p began to glow red. The Swede screamed and pulled a ring off his finger. Manzelli stumbled out of the s.h.i.+p, crying. The force-field died, the machines began to cool again, but there was something
The enemy craft-it was a star s.h.i.+p, they saw now-remained where it was, but a small antigravity raft floated out of her belly and drifted earthward. There were men standing on it, and one woman. None of the cabal moved as the raft grounded.
Grunewald took one step forward then, and stopped with his shoulders slumping. "Felix," he said in a dead voice. "Pete. Helga."
Mandelbaum nodded. The single floodlight threw a hard black shadow across his face. He waited on the raft while three quiet burly men, who had been detectives in the old world, went among the conspirators and collected the guns they had thrown away as too hot to hold. Then he joined the police on the ground.
Corinth and Helga followed.
"Surely you didn't expect to get away with this," said Mandelbaum. His voice was not exultant but tired.
He shook his head. "Why, the Observers had your pitiful little scheme watched almost from its beginning.
Your very secrecy gave you away."
"Then why did you let it get so far?" asked the Australian. His tones were thick with anger.
"Partly to keep you out of worse mischief and partly so you'd draw in others of like mind and thus locate them for us," said Mandelbaum. "We waited till we knew you were all set to go, and then we came.""That was vicious," said the Frenchman. "It was the sort of coldbloodedness that has grown up since the change. I suppose the intelligent, the expedient thing for you now is to shoot us down."
"Why, no," said Mandelbaum mildly. "As a matter of fact, we used a reaction damper along with the metal-heating field, just to keep your cartridges from going off and hurting you. After all, we'll have to find out from you who else has backed you. And then you all have good minds, lots of energy and courage-quite a big potential value. It's not your fault the change drove you insane."
"Insane!" The Russian spat, and recovered himself with a shaking effort. "Insane you call us!"
"Well," said Mandelbaum, "if the delusion that you few have the right to make decisions for all the race, and force them through, isn't megalomania, then what is? If you really had a case, you could have presented it to the world soon enough."
"The world has been blinded," said the Hindu with dignity. "It can no longer see the truth. I myself have lost the feeble glimpse of the ultimate I once had, though at least I know it was lost."
"What you mean," said Mandelbaum coldly, "is that your mind's become too strong for you to go into the kind of trance which was your particular fetalization, but you still feel the need for it."
The Hindu shrugged contemptuously.
Grunewald looked at Corinth. "I thought you were my friend, Pete," he whispered. "And after what the change did to your wife, I thought you could see---"
"He's had nothing to do with this," said Helga, stepping forward a little and taking Corinth's arm. "I'm the one who fingered you, Grunewald. Pete just came along with us tonight as a physicist, to look over your apparatus and salvage it for something useful." Occupational therapy-O Pete, Pete, you have been hurt so much!
Corinth shook his head and spoke harshly, with an anger new to his mildness. "Never mind finding excuses for me. I'd have done this alone, if I'd known what you planned. Because what would Sheila be like if the old world came back?"
"You'll be cured," said Mandelbaum. "Your cases aren't violent, I think the new psychiatric techniques can straighten you out pretty quick."
"I wish you'd kill me instead," said the Australian.
Manzelli was still crying. The sobs tore at him like claws.
"Why can you not see?" asked the Frenchman. "Are all the glories man has won in the past to go for nothing? Before he has even found G.o.d, will you turn G.o.d into a nursery tale? What have you given him in return for the splendors of his art, the creation in his hands, and the warm little pleasures when his day's work is done? You have turned him into a calculating machine, and the body and the soul can wither amidst his new equations."
Mandelbaum shrugged. "The change wasn't my idea," he said. "If you believe in G.o.d, then this looks rather like His handiwork, His way of taking the next step forward."
"It is forward from the intellectual's point of view," said the Frenchman. "To a nearsighted, soft-bellied, flatulent professor, this is no doubt progress.""Do I look like a professor?" grunted Mandelbaum. "I was riveting steel when you were reading your first books about the beauties of nature. I was having my face kicked in by company goons when you were writing about the sin of pride and battle. You loved the working man, but you wouldn't invite him to your table, now would you? When little Jean-Pierre, he was a divinity student before the war, when he was caught spying for our side, he held out for twenty-four hours against everything the Germans could do to him and gave the rest of us a chance to escape. Meanwhile, as I recall, you were safe in the States writing propaganda. Judas priest, why don't you ever try those things you're so ready to theorize about?"
The dragging weariness lifted from him as he swung into the old joy of struggle. His voice raised itself in a hard fierce tone, like hammers on iron. "The trouble with all of you is that one way or another, you're all afraid to face life. Instead of trying to shape the future, you've been wanting a past which is already a million years behind us. You've lost your old illusions and you haven't got what it takes to make new and better ones for yourselves."
"Including the American delusion of 'Progress,'" snapped the Chinese.
"Who said anything about that? That's forgotten too, obsolete junk- another s.h.i.+bboleth born of stupidity and greed and smugness. Sure, all our past has been stripped from us. Sure, it's a terrible feeling, bare and lonely like this. But do you think man can't strike a new balance? Do you think we can't build a new culture, with its own beauty and delight and dreams, now that we've broken out of the old coc.o.o.n? And do you think that men -men with strength and hope in them, all races, all over the world-want to go back? I tell you they don't. The very fact you tried this secretly shows you knew the same thing.
"What did the old world offer to ninety per cent of the human race? Toil, ignorance, disease, war, oppression, want, fear, from the filthy birth to the miserable grave. If you were born into a lucky land, you might fill your belly and have a few s.h.i.+ny toys to play with, but there was no hope in you, no vision, no purpose. The fact that one civilization after another went down into ruin shows we weren't fitted for it; we were savages by nature. Now we have a chance to get off that wheel of history and go somewhere-n.o.body knows where, n.o.body can even guess, but our eyes have been opened and you wanted to close them againl"
Mandelbaum broke off, sighed, and turned to his detectives. "Take 'em away, boys," he said.
The cabal were urged onto the raft-gently, there was no need for roughness and no malice.
Mandelbaum stood watching as the raft lifted slowly up into the star s.h.i.+p. Then he turned to the long metal form on the ground.
"What a heroic thing!" he muttered, shaking his head. "Futile, but heroic. Those are good men. I hope it won't take too long to salvage them."
Corinth's grin was crooked. "Of course, we are absolutely right," he said.
Mandelbaum chuckled. "Sorry for the lecture," he replied. "Old habit too strong-a fact has to have a moral tag on it-well, we, the human race, ought to get over that pretty soon."
The physicist sobered. "You have to have some kind of morality," he said.
"Sure. Like you have to have motives for doing anything at all. Still, I think we're beyond that smug sort of code which proclaimed crusades and burned heretics and threw dissenters into concentration camps.
We need more personal and less public honor."
Mandelbaum yawned then, stretching his wiry frame till it seemed the bones must crack. "Long ride, andnot even a proper gun battle at the end," he said. The raft was coming down again, automatically. "I'm for some sleep. We can look over this mess of junk in the morning. Coming?"
"Not just yet," said Corinth. "I'm too tired." (I want to think.) "I'll walk over toward the beach."
"Okay." Mandelbaum smiled, with a curious tenderness on his lips. "Good night."
"Good night." Corinth turned and walked from the clearing. Helga went wordlessly beside him.
They came out of the jungle and stood on sands that were like frost under the moon. Beyond the reef, the surf flamed and crashed, and the ocean was roiled and streaked with the cold flimmer of phosph.o.r.escence. The big stars were immensely high overhead, but the night sky was like crystal.
Corinth felt the sea wind in his face, sharp and salt, damp with the thousand watery miles it had swept across. Behind him, the jungle rustled and whispered to itself, and the sand gritted tinily underfoot. He was aware of it all with an unnatural clarity, as if he had been drained of everything that was himself and was now only a vessel of images.
He looked at Helga, where she stood holding his arm. Her face was sharply outlined against the further darkness, and her hair-she had unbound it-fluttered loosely in the wind, white in the pouring unreal moonlight. Their two shadows were joined into one, long and blue across the glittering sand. He could feel the rhythm of her breathing where she stood against him.
They had no need to speak. Too much understanding had grown up be-tween them, they had shared too much of work and watching, and now they stood for a while in silence. The sea talked to them, giant pulsing of waves, boom where they hit the reef, rush where they streamed back into the water. The wind hissed and murmured under the sky.
Gravitation (sun, moon, stars, the tremendous unity which is s.p.a.ce-time) - - Coriolis force (the planet turning, turning, on its way through miles and years) - - Fluid friction (the oceans grinding, swirling, roaring between narrow straits, spuming and thundering over rock) - - Temperature differential (sunlight like warm rain, ice and darkness, clouds, mists, wind and storm) -}- Vulcanism (fire deep in the belly of the planet, sliding of unimaginable rock ma.s.ses, smoke and lava, the raising of new mountains with snow on their shoulders) - - Chemical reaction (dark swelling soil, exhausted air made live again, rocks red and blue and ocher, life, dreams, death and rebirth and all bright hopes) EQUALS This our world, and behold, she is very fair.
Nevertheless there was a weariness and desolation in the man, and after a while he turned for comfort as if the woman had been his.
"Easy," he said, and the word and his tones meant: (It was too easy, for us and for them. They had a holy spirit, those men. It should have ended otherwise. Fire and fury, wrath, destruction, and the unconquerable pride of man against the G.o.ds.) "No," she replied. "This way was better." Quietly, calmly: (Mercy and understanding. We're not wild animals any more, to bare our teeth at the fates.)Yes. That is the future. Forget all red glories.
"But what is our tomorrow?" he asked. (We stand with the wreckage of a world about our feet, looking into a hollow universe, and we must fill it ourselves. There is no one to help us.) "Unless there is a destiny," (G.o.d, fate, human courage) she said.
"Perhaps there is," he mused. "Consciously or not, a universe has been given into our hands."
She fled from the knowledge, knowing that to answer her he would have to summon up the bravery he needed. (Have we the right to take it? If we make ourselves guardians of planets, is that better than Grunewald-blindness of causality, senseless cruelty of chance, the querning in his poor mad head?) "It would not be thus that we would enter on our destiny," he told her. "We would be unseen, unknown guides, guardians of freedom, not imposers of an arbitrary will. When our new civilization is built, that may be the only work worthy of its hands."
O most glorious destinyl Why should I feel sorrow on this night? And yet there are tears behind my eyes.
She said what had to be said: "Sheila was discharged a few days ago." I weep for you, my darling in darkness.
"Yes," he nodded. "I saw it." (She ran out like a little girl. She held her hands up to the sun and laughed.) "She has found her own answer. You still have to find yours."
His mind worried the past like a dog with a bone. "She didn't know I was watching her." It was a cold bright morning. A red maple leaf fluttered down and caught in her hair. She used to wear flowers in her hair for me. "She has already begun to forget me."
"You told Kearnes to help her forget," she said. "That was the bravest thing you ever did. It takes courage to be kind. But are you now strong enough to be kind to yourself?"
"No," he answered. "I don't want to stop loving her. I'm sorry, Helga."
"Sheila will be watched over," she said. "She will not know it, but the Observers will guide her wandering. There is a promising moron colony---"
Anguish "-north of the city. We have been helping it lately without its knowing. Its leader is a good man, a strong and gentle man. Sheila's blood will be a leaven in their race."
He said nothing.
"Pete," she challenged him, "now you must help yourself."
"No," he said. "But you can change too, Helga. You can will yourself away from me."
"Not when you need me, and know it, and still cling blind to a dead symbol," she replied. "Pete, it is you now who are afraid to face life."
There was a long stillness, only the sea and the wind had voice. The moon was sinking low, its radiance filled their eyes, and the man turned his face from it. Then he shuddered and straightened his shoulders."Help me!" he said, and took her hands. "I cannot do it alone. Help me, Helga."
There are no words. There can never be words for this.
The minds met, flowing together, succoring need, and in a way which was new to the world they shared their strength and fought free of what was past.
To love, honor, and cherish, until death do us part.
It was an old story, she thought among the thunders. It was the oldest and finest story on Earth, so it was ent.i.tled to an old language. Sea, and stars -why, there was even a full moon.